I’ve been scared, I got lost within the darkness..the shadows keep me awake.
I know my truth, while you scream that “it was all fake.”
you have to face yourself in the mirror and what evil things you did.
you not only scared me now, but you brought up memories I buried from when I was a fucking KID !
Facing trauma daily because I’m afraid I’m going to be hurt again, then when nighttime hits, I’m left with thoughts of how I just want this life to fucking END. I don’t want to live but I don’t want to die, I don’t wanna be numb but I also don’t want to cry. Racing thoughts, racing fears, fighting back all these damn tears. Blood threatening me, you trying to scare me into staying quiet, NO I deserve justice! I will start my own riot!