I would prefer a bullet to an unkind word. Words stick with you, get nestled in your brain, sometimes taking years to undo the effects. They can wrap you up, turn you inside out. It takes real hardcore training to not take someones words personally. Especially from someone close or an acquaintance. Joe Schmo can say something to me and it rolls off like water, but someone you know can stick you with a word-jab that haunts you for a long time.
yeah especially if they were once ur best friend or they were like family to you. i have moved on but it still haunts me and i dont ever think about suiccide until i cant take it anymore and it hurts like hell.
It seems to come in waves for me. I’ll be fine and not think of “what that person” said for weeks and then something triggers it and I’m off riding the roller-coaster. Weird how it works like that.
the thing with that is this person was my ex girlfriend and she is now saying all this shit about me like its not even fvckin true.im bi and i dont get judge alot but she is lying to her mom saying i been doing shit i havent.then on top of thst my ex-bestfriend precious told my ex girlfriend who is supposely inlove with me still tht i was going to commit suicide thts a fvcking lie becuz my video that i had to take down wasnt even about me itcommit suicide it was about when it all started and how i struggle to not do everyday.then i posted a part 2 and i said for all the kids or teens like me it aint worth it.no guy or girl is worth your trying to self hrm or commit suicide.if they say cut yourself if you truly love then they dont give a fvck bout you and they dont love you they just want to see you hurt your damn family.
the thing with that is this person was my ex girlfriend and she is now saying all this shit about me like its not even fvckin true.im bi and i dont get judge alot but she is lying to her mom saying i been doing shit i havent.then on top of thst my ex-bestfriend precious told my ex girlfriend who is supposely inlove with me still tht i was going to commit suicide thts a fvcking lie becuz my video that i had to take down wasnt even about me itcommit suicide it was about when it all started and how i struggle to not do everyday.then i posted a part 2 and i said for all the kids or teens like me it aint worth it.no guy or girl is worth your trying to self hrm or commit suicide.if they say cut yourself if you truly love then they dont give a fvck bout you and they dont love you they just want to see you hurt your damn family.
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I don’t know anyone like that except maybe the Government..IRS… no, it’s not funny
i know about 30 people who think its funny but when they commit suicide they are like we didnt mean it.still words hurts
I would prefer a bullet to an unkind word. Words stick with you, get nestled in your brain, sometimes taking years to undo the effects. They can wrap you up, turn you inside out. It takes real hardcore training to not take someones words personally. Especially from someone close or an acquaintance. Joe Schmo can say something to me and it rolls off like water, but someone you know can stick you with a word-jab that haunts you for a long time.
yeah especially if they were once ur best friend or they were like family to you. i have moved on but it still haunts me and i dont ever think about suiccide until i cant take it anymore and it hurts like hell.
It seems to come in waves for me. I’ll be fine and not think of “what that person” said for weeks and then something triggers it and I’m off riding the roller-coaster. Weird how it works like that.
the thing with that is this person was my ex girlfriend and she is now saying all this shit about me like its not even fvckin true.im bi and i dont get judge alot but she is lying to her mom saying i been doing shit i havent.then on top of thst my ex-bestfriend precious told my ex girlfriend who is supposely inlove with me still tht i was going to commit suicide thts a fvcking lie becuz my video that i had to take down wasnt even about me itcommit suicide it was about when it all started and how i struggle to not do everyday.then i posted a part 2 and i said for all the kids or teens like me it aint worth it.no guy or girl is worth your trying to self hrm or commit suicide.if they say cut yourself if you truly love then they dont give a fvck bout you and they dont love you they just want to see you hurt your damn family.
the thing with that is this person was my ex girlfriend and she is now saying all this shit about me like its not even fvckin true.im bi and i dont get judge alot but she is lying to her mom saying i been doing shit i havent.then on top of thst my ex-bestfriend precious told my ex girlfriend who is supposely inlove with me still tht i was going to commit suicide thts a fvcking lie becuz my video that i had to take down wasnt even about me itcommit suicide it was about when it all started and how i struggle to not do everyday.then i posted a part 2 and i said for all the kids or teens like me it aint worth it.no guy or girl is worth your trying to self hrm or commit suicide.if they say cut yourself if you truly love then they dont give a fvck bout you and they dont love you they just want to see you hurt your damn family.