please the_red_fairytale, don’t go without first talking, I’m suicidal, I suffer depression, loneliness and suffer migraines that wreak my life, tells us why it’s come to this, even just a liitle bit of your story, I’ve read your post, scream, I care, you’re not worthless, no one is, even if people treat you that way, you need to live for yourself.
Im just so tired of the never ending mob of hate emails, notes, text messages. im just do tired of crying myself to sleep, of pretending and smiling. I’m done being pushed and beaten up every other day! im done!
I hate people who put others down,they’re cruel, surely they can have no idea what it does, what damage it really causes. I suffered abuse at school, kids used to spit at me and insult me, one boy got it really bad, I wish, even now, that I’d been stronger and protected him, but I would have got it even worse myself. I wish I was happy now, to the outside I am as I always say I’m ok, if only they really knew.
It´s heartbreaking to hear you have so much suffering in your life. Remember schools can be switched and they won´t last forever. You have something to look forward to – even though it now seems impossible. If it´s that bad, you need to get some outside help sorting things out. That´s just outrageous what you have to go through. I wish I could be there and give you a hug and help you in any way I could, maybe kick the shit out of those bullies.
I know a thing or two about bullying too, it was constant, and one time my classmates and “friends” pulled my pants down and hid them just for fun. I had to be on my underwear for the rest of the day and travel back home by bus. Never been so sad, mad and embarrassed in my life.
Arseholes, they have no idea how bullying affects on a person. No idea, how it hurts and it´s just unbearable. But most of us survive and I hope you will get the strength and hope to keep going. You dear The_red_fairytale are a wonderful person with so much to look forward to, and the happiness is going to get you if you just have patience. You deserve nothing but the best. A warm hug and remember there are always people here to talk to.
I’m not one who’ll say it’ll be ok in time, you’re not stupid, it may or it may not, but is suicide really the best thing, it’s a difficult thing to achieve, there are people who care, I care and so do others on this site, we’ll listen to you, I’ll read you’re poems and verses because I like them, blood stains is strong stuff. Those who bring you down, who bring anyone down should be on the receiving end just to see what’s it like, even now I remember them from school days, none of the teachers cared about me, my mother had her own problems so I was forced to deal with it myself but I did survive. This life can be a difficult place to be, I’ll keep going I really want you to.
Cos I know how it feels to be alone with my problems, I was scared to go to school but was pushed out of the door by my mother as she didn’t want another problem to deal with, I bottled it all up, there was no on-line communities like this in those days to unburden myself, but as there is now it’s a place for all for us troubled people not to bottle up the problems anymore but to talk freely about them, it helps me and I hope you, there’s some good people on here as you can see from the comment above from Lovinglife.
I can’t promise no bad comments but they are rare, you mustn’t be scared or you’ll start to hide in your shell with nowhere to turn, I did that and it wasn’t good, my hope now if I can keep going is to volunteer with a telephone support network for people with problems and depression, I doubt I’ll be let onto the phones, one suicidal person talking to another may not be allowed but I know I’ll understand the called far better than a happy chappy could, but I can help out in other ways.
when people tell you to be strong you might dismiss the statement as mere platitudes, how can they know what I’m feeling but I say it as someone who’s had my problems of bullying, so please stay strong and keep going, bye.
I think this a good place to seek help and folks to talk to. After all many or if not most of us have had so much bad happening to us in the past, so we have a certain perspective of seeing the world. And most importantly – empathy; many of us know how it feels to be kicked around, bullied, dismissed or abused.
Can´t really say anything about your school situation, but to seek an outside help if you already haven´t. You can´t and you don´t deserve that kind of terror in there. This could call for some drastic measures to get you in some safe and better place. Perhaps some counselor, psychologist or someone like that could help. I´m so sorry for you and am completely clueless on how to help.
I always try to encourage people to believe in the better future, whether it´ll come or not. And I truly hope – and believe that – you will find even a bit easier path to walk along. You are still very young; so much ahead of you too. And remember, no matter what anyone says, you are a precious girl, a talented writer and deserve nothing but a true joy in your heart. This might sound all too frustrative and you´ve heard them all before. But I really mean it. Take care and best wishes.
check in today to let us know you how you are doing if you can.
IMO, shut off social media. That shit can be toxic. Even for those who are not depressed. Facebook is one of the worst shitholes out there. Block messages from assholes who mean you harm. Read baggage reclaim about handling morons who try and take the shine off your peace.
i just want to say that ur end is not just ur own..
think abt others also..
think abt people whose als life is attched to u and relation which end with ur end
and i dnt think that any prob is soo big that u are ready to nd all those with ur end..
u talk with us..
we might help…….
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Can you talk about why?
please the_red_fairytale, don’t go without first talking, I’m suicidal, I suffer depression, loneliness and suffer migraines that wreak my life, tells us why it’s come to this, even just a liitle bit of your story, I’ve read your post, scream, I care, you’re not worthless, no one is, even if people treat you that way, you need to live for yourself.
dont leave, we are here for you, we are worried about you, please dont go… xx
Im just so tired of the never ending mob of hate emails, notes, text messages. im just do tired of crying myself to sleep, of pretending and smiling. I’m done being pushed and beaten up every other day! im done!
you’re among friends here, you can always talk to me, and I recommend a hotline too, they helped me from killing myself a few days ago.
I hate people who put others down,they’re cruel, surely they can have no idea what it does, what damage it really causes. I suffered abuse at school, kids used to spit at me and insult me, one boy got it really bad, I wish, even now, that I’d been stronger and protected him, but I would have got it even worse myself. I wish I was happy now, to the outside I am as I always say I’m ok, if only they really knew.
im just be another statistic and im fine with that; it’s better than the way it is now
It´s heartbreaking to hear you have so much suffering in your life. Remember schools can be switched and they won´t last forever. You have something to look forward to – even though it now seems impossible. If it´s that bad, you need to get some outside help sorting things out. That´s just outrageous what you have to go through. I wish I could be there and give you a hug and help you in any way I could, maybe kick the shit out of those bullies.
I know a thing or two about bullying too, it was constant, and one time my classmates and “friends” pulled my pants down and hid them just for fun. I had to be on my underwear for the rest of the day and travel back home by bus. Never been so sad, mad and embarrassed in my life.
Arseholes, they have no idea how bullying affects on a person. No idea, how it hurts and it´s just unbearable. But most of us survive and I hope you will get the strength and hope to keep going. You dear The_red_fairytale are a wonderful person with so much to look forward to, and the happiness is going to get you if you just have patience. You deserve nothing but the best. A warm hug and remember there are always people here to talk to.
ive switched schools 3 times, ive also changed my number my email 20 million different time but they all end up being filled with hate
I’m not one who’ll say it’ll be ok in time, you’re not stupid, it may or it may not, but is suicide really the best thing, it’s a difficult thing to achieve, there are people who care, I care and so do others on this site, we’ll listen to you, I’ll read you’re poems and verses because I like them, blood stains is strong stuff. Those who bring you down, who bring anyone down should be on the receiving end just to see what’s it like, even now I remember them from school days, none of the teachers cared about me, my mother had her own problems so I was forced to deal with it myself but I did survive. This life can be a difficult place to be, I’ll keep going I really want you to.
why are you so nice to a stranger?
Cos I know how it feels to be alone with my problems, I was scared to go to school but was pushed out of the door by my mother as she didn’t want another problem to deal with, I bottled it all up, there was no on-line communities like this in those days to unburden myself, but as there is now it’s a place for all for us troubled people not to bottle up the problems anymore but to talk freely about them, it helps me and I hope you, there’s some good people on here as you can see from the comment above from Lovinglife.
true i know there are nice people here but im scared of whats gonna happen again
I can’t promise no bad comments but they are rare, you mustn’t be scared or you’ll start to hide in your shell with nowhere to turn, I did that and it wasn’t good, my hope now if I can keep going is to volunteer with a telephone support network for people with problems and depression, I doubt I’ll be let onto the phones, one suicidal person talking to another may not be allowed but I know I’ll understand the called far better than a happy chappy could, but I can help out in other ways.
when people tell you to be strong you might dismiss the statement as mere platitudes, how can they know what I’m feeling but I say it as someone who’s had my problems of bullying, so please stay strong and keep going, bye.
I think this a good place to seek help and folks to talk to. After all many or if not most of us have had so much bad happening to us in the past, so we have a certain perspective of seeing the world. And most importantly – empathy; many of us know how it feels to be kicked around, bullied, dismissed or abused.
Can´t really say anything about your school situation, but to seek an outside help if you already haven´t. You can´t and you don´t deserve that kind of terror in there. This could call for some drastic measures to get you in some safe and better place. Perhaps some counselor, psychologist or someone like that could help. I´m so sorry for you and am completely clueless on how to help.
I always try to encourage people to believe in the better future, whether it´ll come or not. And I truly hope – and believe that – you will find even a bit easier path to walk along. You are still very young; so much ahead of you too. And remember, no matter what anyone says, you are a precious girl, a talented writer and deserve nothing but a true joy in your heart. This might sound all too frustrative and you´ve heard them all before. But I really mean it. Take care and best wishes.
Hi Red
I feel for you.
check in today to let us know you how you are doing if you can.
IMO, shut off social media. That shit can be toxic. Even for those who are not depressed. Facebook is one of the worst shitholes out there. Block messages from assholes who mean you harm. Read baggage reclaim about handling morons who try and take the shine off your peace.
im sadly still here
hi red
i just want to say that ur end is not just ur own..
think abt others also..
think abt people whose als life is attched to u and relation which end with ur end
and i dnt think that any prob is soo big that u are ready to nd all those with ur end..
u talk with us..
we might help…….