well i decided maybe 1 year ago in march . that i needed to exclude myself from the world, its been just me myself n god, and now i feel like i cant have a normal conversation, about normal things, i was always different, but now its worse, im not pushing them away anymore, theyre pushing me away
to explain why i secluded myself, i was very depressed and had started doing alot of drugs n felt no one cared about anything,a planet of sociopaths, my uncle had just commited suicide, then, by a miracle , i found god, im happy now, im no longer depressed, and wuld lve to help evryone, but its like i invented my own language that only god understands. people just dont get me. I never needed anybody. im just not sure if i really wnat that forever though,
You Should Want Happiness For Youself ?
I Do 🙂
I Hope You Find What You Want 💯
Really , But God Will Always Understand You ,
So Ask Him What Do He’ll Reveal Answers . Im Sure ,
thank you <3 see thats it though,i feel so close to god, but miles away from any human, maybe i should become a nun , though its not as sweet as suicide
Life Is Sweet , & You Can Get Close To You Human Youve Already Started , You Just Made A New Friend Me , If Thats Any Consolation , You Deserve Happiness , Not That Bitter Sweet Lie That Death Brings Bliss ,
thank you, do not worry for me, i am only lonley out here, i am happy , i just wonder what exactly it is thats off about me, ive been told its because im too “deep” and i overthink, i wish i had something to offer but im just purposeless
Well You Offering Talking To Me , Keeping Me From ODing On My Meds , & I Dont Worry For You But I Hope Youll Be Okay , You May Be “Too Deep” , But That Makes You More Smart Than Most, ||
wow, yooure in for a fun ride here on earth beautiful 😉 hang in there, once youve hit rock bottom, you can only go up, be strong like you know can be and move foward, baby steps ofcourse , but never the less forward <3
Trust me I fell the same way almost 100% of the time, am I real? What if I was to just wake up right now, like nothing ever happened?, do I count am I worth it? As a singer songwriter I have written many songs on the subject and it never has became cleat ti me ither, so just keep your head up buddy, your in for a long ride.
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Of course you count, you matter to me and to everyone, even if they can’t see it for themselves. What’s wrong?
Shes Rite , Why Do You Feel Non Existent ?
I’m a “he” 😉
Oh Lol , 😀 , Well Hes Rite , We’re To Talk I Promise If You Wanna Talk . 🙂
well i decided maybe 1 year ago in march . that i needed to exclude myself from the world, its been just me myself n god, and now i feel like i cant have a normal conversation, about normal things, i was always different, but now its worse, im not pushing them away anymore, theyre pushing me away
Well Im Here , @Kuzco Is Here , Id Talk To You , If You Want , I Dont Mind Listening To You . Your A Human Being Every Is Diffrent @Lala
to explain why i secluded myself, i was very depressed and had started doing alot of drugs n felt no one cared about anything,a planet of sociopaths, my uncle had just commited suicide, then, by a miracle , i found god, im happy now, im no longer depressed, and wuld lve to help evryone, but its like i invented my own language that only god understands. people just dont get me. I never needed anybody. im just not sure if i really wnat that forever though,
You Should Want Happiness For Youself ?
I Do 🙂
I Hope You Find What You Want 💯
Really , But God Will Always Understand You ,
So Ask Him What Do He’ll Reveal Answers . Im Sure ,
And if not, we’re here for you.
thank you , yu are so great, i know you will get on the otherside of yur sadness, the brightside is hard to find, but when yu find it, you are strong
thank you <3 see thats it though,i feel so close to god, but miles away from any human, maybe i should become a nun , though its not as sweet as suicide
Life Is Sweet , & You Can Get Close To You Human Youve Already Started , You Just Made A New Friend Me , If Thats Any Consolation , You Deserve Happiness , Not That Bitter Sweet Lie That Death Brings Bliss ,
thank you, do not worry for me, i am only lonley out here, i am happy , i just wonder what exactly it is thats off about me, ive been told its because im too “deep” and i overthink, i wish i had something to offer but im just purposeless
Well You Offering Talking To Me , Keeping Me From ODing On My Meds , & I Dont Worry For You But I Hope Youll Be Okay , You May Be “Too Deep” , But That Makes You More Smart Than Most, ||
Whats Your Zodiac Sign Or Birthday ?
I am a virgo sun sign, gemini moon sign, and scorpio rising sign, 🙂 how about yu?
Just As Pisces 🙂 , I Love Scorpio’s 😉
This means yoour sun sign is pisces 🙂 yu should look up your moon sign and rising sign online, it keeps me busy when im depresssed
it helps you remember hw great we all truely are
pisces sun scorpio moon cancer rising 🙂
wow, yooure in for a fun ride here on earth beautiful 😉 hang in there, once youve hit rock bottom, you can only go up, be strong like you know can be and move foward, baby steps ofcourse , but never the less forward <3
Thank You @Lala You Really Helped . & You Too Use Your Advice As Well As You Speak . I Feel Like I Mad A Real Friend Tonite . 🙂
Trust me I fell the same way almost 100% of the time, am I real? What if I was to just wake up right now, like nothing ever happened?, do I count am I worth it? As a singer songwriter I have written many songs on the subject and it never has became cleat ti me ither, so just keep your head up buddy, your in for a long ride.