I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. MY HEART IS BROKEN, I LOST MY LOVER AND MY BESTFRIEND. SHES NEVER COMING BACK. AND THE WORST PART IS THAT I DROVE HER AWAY WITH ALL MY INSECURITIES. NOT TRUSTING HER ALL THE NAGGING AND PUSHING HER AWAY. I LOST THE BEST AND WORST PART OF ME FOREVER. SHE NEVER WANTS TO SEE ME.AND ITS ALL MY FAULT. AS I SIT HERE WITH TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY EYES IM LOST WITHOUT HER. MY LIFE IS OVER…. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER. I CANT … I CANT PICK UP THE PIECES ON THIS ONE. MY HEART IS BROKEN. NO AMOUNT OF THERAPY CAN HELP WHEN I CAN BARELY GET OUT THE BED. THE DOCTORS HAVE DOUBLED MY MEDS YET EVERYDAY IM STILL CRYING MY EYES OUTS. IM USELESS AND MY LIFE IS WASTING BEFORE ME BECAUSE IM STUCK, IM STUCK ON HER. MY THOUGHTS ARE OF ONLY HER. HOW I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR HERR VOICE JUST ONE MORE TIME. OR TO BRUSH HER LIPS AGAISNT MINES. HOW MY HEART YEARNS FOR HER HEART ONE MORE TIME. TO FEEL HER TOUCH AGAINST MY SKIN. MY SOUL SEARCH FOR HERS. IT BREAKS ME DOWN EACH TIME I CRY OUT FOR HER AND SHES NOT THERE. IF ONLY TO SAY IM SORRY MY DEAR. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU ….
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Hey man I know this feeling been there in that city for at least a decade previously but there is other sides to it.
Humans don’t make sense with relationships it’s always trying to [re]define what love is
But honestly step back and take a look at yourself. She’s triggering whats inside you, either let it go or manage a way to keep that in your life
Hey broken_soul504. What’s happening? My fianceé just left me, and we were going to marry. So I get you. I totally get you.
The pain is intense, but it’s not you. You need to focus on healing. The pain will eventually pass – I guarantee it.
The most important thing now is coping with the pain. Go out with friends, or spend time with family. Meditate or pray.
Or you can tell me or anyone here what happened, open up, take it off your chest.
Kuzco is right, the pain will pass guaranteed, it always does with everything in life. It’s cliché to say but “you can’t be happy with someone else if you don’t love your self first. It sounds like the perfect time to focus on YOU. Work on the insecurities first then seek a relationship. Trust me I’m guilty of the exact same feelings your are experiencing now but it always passes. I am constantly working on my own insecurities and probably will the rest of my life. I find working out on a daily basis is a powerful way to boost my self esteem. Give it a try.
Good luck dude
kuzco is right, my ex and mother of my child left me like 2 1/2 years ago. it gets easier slowly… then its old news…. i wasnt like absolutely in love with her like you sound, but i was surely devestated, and imedietly started thinking of leaving this world…. but the is life after loss, i can say that even tho i regained and lost even harder… sry if this wasnt helpful, Good Luck 🙂