These thoughts in my head are horrible.
I’m so scared,it’s not even the fact im having suicidal thoughts,its the fact that nobody can hrlp me and that this time they’re scaring me.
They’re winning.
For the first time in a long time.
What do i do?i dont feel in control i just keep screaming and crying,i cant eat and im struggling to stand for long periods of time..
I dont want too go,not yet..but i might have too.
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Hey there is hope and love !!!! please call this number 1-800-273-8255 somone is there to help you…. your not alone.. do it now…
I’m not over in the us..
this post explains my life… nobody is ever there to help
I’m hurting so much
Do you have anyone else you feel secure in talking to? Even if its just posting here, it can help. It sounds like you’re really scared, and my heart goes out to you. I know the people here will try to help as much as they can, even if its just to listen and identify.
I have a boyfriend..but i feel like I’m a burden right now and my family definitely wouldn’t understand
Why do you feel like a burden?
Because i have quite a few problems suicidal thoughts,self harm issues, anorexic-purging type anorexia to name a few
That’s kind of how I feel. Hope you can find a solution.
Thanks,you too..
It goes without saying that those are difficult to deal with, especially when you feel alone. Does your boyfriend try to help at all? You said your family wouldn’t understand…do they even know about any of it? I can understand that talking to family isn’t always a great option. I don’t talk to my own family about my issues either. Have you tried talking to a counselor?
There’s more trust me..my boyfriend does help a lot,hes so understanding and patient..my family knows,they just choose to ignore it..&no because im in my final year of school and im just a minor,i have to wait just under a year too sort it myself
Hang in there, I know there are times when it feels hopeless but it sounds like you have at least one person who cares that you can lean on. Use it. When you’re feeling at rock bottom, don’t be afraid to lean on your boyfriend when you need to, and be accepting of his help. That can be a hard part, but the worst thing you can do for yourself is push people away who want to be there for you. I know this first hand.
Thank you..and im trying,he understands..
i hope you and your boyfriend can work together to overcome this. I am sorry…
Dont be sorry..thankyou
I feel the same way. I’m not as scared anymore cause had suicidal thoughts for so long, I used to self harm but I wish I still could but dont anymore. I might give in one day but over time you will feel less scared. I hope you get as better as possible, but it is possible to at least function somewhat and get somewhat used to suicidal thoughts all the time.
Thanks for the hope