So today I got called in for a hearing,,, met her lawyer for the first time. My lawyer was a crook, stole money and ran, left a mess for me, thus my day there today to straighten it out, or I would have been put in jail.
I walk in, find it is a “machine” of sorts, the room is full, strangely all women, I am the only guy there (except for the judge and bailiff).
Many before me, the judge basically ending all the other peoples marriages right before me.
Im not there yet, will fight my whore of a wife as long and hard as I can, as she is worth nothing of what she wants.
But it showed me today how society just throws away such a sacred thing,,,
There is no mandatory “work it out first” and see if it helps (in my case it wouldn’t have anyway). It is all about self pleasure, greed, lack of commitment, do what makes you feel good, and if you can fuck your husband/wife over in the process to get you there, by all means do what makes YOU feel good.
And her lawyer,,, wants to force the sale of the house so he can make his payday,,,, screw the fact my 89 yo mom lives here and she owns most of it, and that I take care of her,
To him and my wife that doesn’t matter.
And why I want to get out of this sick and fucking disgusting world, coz I am really tired of living among people like that. This world really sucks ass, sucks it well.
Fuck it all.
No wonder why more than 40 percent of men end their lives over divorce.
Not even my own family gives a shit to even ask how mom and I are.
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That is rough. I’ve often felt that divorce settlements are usually biased in favor of the woman. If your ex wife helped with the mortgage payments, then I’d say she’s entitled to a portion of the homes equity. If she never contributed, then I don’t think she should get anything. I agree that the system isn’t fair.
I hope things work out for you. Good luck.
she contributed shit, and thats the angle i am working on, along with the fact she was a filthy whore too, and she gives up her rights to any claims on anything because she is such a slut..
If things go your way in court, do you plan on postponing your suicide?
I can understand your unwillingness to give your ex half of everything you’ve accumulated, especially if she didn’t help contribute.
I currently have my death planned, details have been finalized.
I have 2 things I feel I must stay for right now.
Once they have been accomplished, I will re evaluate my life, how much (if anything) has changed me to not want to, or want to die, and make a final decision at that point.
I am also using this time to “work on other things”, as in order for me to actually do it I must feel I truly have tried as hard as I could have. I am at peace regardless.
Wish you could stay alive as I truly care and you know that I do, but then how can I ask you to stay alive when the incident of me being arrested for being suicidal is driving me towards self destruction? Does that mean we are all doomed? I have been to church today to say a prayer to either be able to get through this trauma of injustice being done to me or to be forgiven if I can’t carry on staying alive. But one thing is for sure, if I stay alive and if you die, I will miss you so very much as you mean lots to me and I have grown close to you.
If I choose to actually go through with it, I will announce it on here first, my very last post and you all will know it, as it will be lengthy and basically what I want to leave behind, might even make and post a video.
Others outside of here will get note via delayed emails/police notification.
Honestly, should it get to that, I don’t want anyone trying to save me, as my decision will be final and my actions swift.
For what it’s worth, I do hope that things go your way in court.
I like the fishing videos. Hehe. Watching fishing on TV can be boring, but your videos don’t show all of the waiting that goes along with fishing. You cut straight to the action.
Whatever you do, make sure the ex doesn’t get the boat.
Thank you, will take more than that for me to want to live. I have other serious issues and concerns, long term ones that will affect my decision.
Im glad you like the vids, it is exciting to be out there, peaceful, and to be honest where I would want to die and leave this world, as I belong to the deep.
Property will be settled beforehand, she won’t get the boat, I won’t accept that.
The fishing and diving are the only 2 ways of escape for me now, and will be, until I die.