My mistakes consume me.
When ever one crosses my mind,
It crushes my lungs till I can’t breathe.
It replays in my head till I go insane.
It makes my stomach lurch, till I loose everything I ate.
The pain on other peoples faces spin around me till I hurt myself just as much as I hurt them.
Then when it all finnally fades away, I get reminded again.
And the cycle repeats.
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Let go of the past….. and just moveforward. Live in the moment and enjoy your time
dont keep looking back
I try really hard. But somtimes it just comes crashing down. Some things are really hard to forget and move on from…
I understand what you’re going through. The past will always be with you, sadly. However, you just need to convince yourself to move on. Now I know that will be really hard, but it is possible. What I do in this situation is talk to a close friend about my past. Someone that relates, understands, cares, and helps. Not someone that is a downer. It helps a lot, and takes weight off of your shoulders.
-Ashley
Thank you. I have talked to people before but i had alot of dark shit in my mind often and i dont want anyone to worry about me. I am see a therapist soon… so that may help.
We all end up hurting each other to some degree–that never ends as long as we are alive. But that is no reason to die.