I’ve been depressed since i was 4…why so young? it started when i realised, what losing someone and getting bullied was. I was bullied when i was 4…is that even okay?…I’m 13 now and you know what, im worse than i was before, im suicidal. AT THIRTEEN…Because ive been bullied most of my life…ive been beaten, and used by so many people…And ever since April…ive been planning my suicide, Because someone pushed me to the edge, they used me to feel good about themselves…Im planning to finally go through tonight, because i know no one here in this town will care, because i know i rather die than feel what ive been feeling since the first time…Pills…A rope…Jumping…? Im going with those choices…tonight at midnight. i know i shouldn’t but i need help…but goodbye…
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Well, my first suicidal thought happened when I was 11, I was laying on my bed crying after my step dad had just finished beating me for no reason. I thought to myself how I could somehow kill myself if I hanged knifes from the fan and then pull the string so they would fall… Thinking about it now, it’s kinda funny, how dumb I was back then. Anyway, you’re still young, don’t do it! Eventually you’ll be able to live your own life and have limitless opportunities.