So there’s this woman I *REALLY* like. We have a ton of things in common, too. It only sucks that I met her a month and a half ago. I feel like I’ve been there through her entire life — I wish I had been there though her life. It would make how I feel about her a bit more rational.
Ugh, I feel weird about liking her. I as I said, it’s only been a month since I met her. I saw this picture of her, and I swear to the gods above it was love at first sight for me. I wanted to know more about her from then on, and I wasn’t subtle about how I was feeling about her. She knew I was flirting. I felt that as long as I meant what I said, I had nothing to worry about. 🙂
I’m not the only one who likes her. Yeah, it’s hard to be someone with such a winning personally and not have others take notice. She seems to like me, too. We’ve had a few late nights where we would ask questions about each other. My heart was all warm, I could feel the blood squeezing through my body, time seemed slower, all I could do was listen to what she was saying to me, there was nothing else I wanted to do more.
She told me that she isn’t looking for anyone to date for now. That she ended this relationship with this asshole who didn’t appreciate her enough. She didn’t call him an asshole, that’s only how I feel about him. They were together for 3 years, so I totally understand why she wouldn’t want to see anyone after being with someone for so long. She added that she’s very busy most of the time, so it wouldn’t be fair to whoever she would be dating if she was gone all the time. I wanted to say that I wouldn’t mind, that I’d wait forever if she told me to. But I simply told her that I understood. I didn’t want to seem desperate to be at her side.
She’s so amazing! She might think she’s average, but to me she’s the most wonderful person I’ve ever met, and I want to have a larger piece of her life. I’m jealous of the others who like her. I feel like she’d feel better with one of them. I don’t know.. I’m her friend, and I have nothing wrong with being one for her. I only want things to be more so badly, it’s pathetic. Easy for me to forget where things are currently. I hope I don’t make any mistakes. She has this tattoo that basically says to love those for who they are. So I should be okay if I be myself.
I don’t know why I’m posting this here. I’ve only had this stored in my chest for so long that I wanted to tell others.
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thats awesome that you found someone that makes you feel that way. good luck sounds like you got a really good chance of getting somewere with her
As you know, I’m an expert on such matters. All you have to do is say the following:
“I had you on my mind, the way we met it all happened so fast. There was love in your eyes, When we touched there was love so lets make it last. Sometimes you can tell if love is real, if love is real. Ain’t no doubt about the way I feel, the way I feel. I’ve been thinking about you and there ain’t no doubt about it I’m in love”
One day, you will thank me.