I do not know your story, but I hope those thoughts leave you soon. I can’t promise you’ll never have them again, but just think about how much you’d possibly miss out on. Those who love and care about you. I personally don’t know you, and I’m somewhat new on here, but I hope you don’t let those feelings/urges get the best of you.
I hate the whiplash depression. I always feel like it so much worse than spiraling slowly downward. For me, it’s like I’m fine one second and on the floor the next crying my eyes out. How old are you? Are you close to 21? Just hang on a bit longer and reach at least one more milestone…Who knows, you might want to reach another after that one 🙂 Hope you find peace soon!!!
This has literally just happened to me. I know I’m also walking on the edge. I just didn’t expect this today and I’ve got assignments to complete that I will now probably not ever finish. This type of hit is like a punch in the face and the beginning of a long spiral out of control. Each time it happens it’s difficult to know if I’ll come out the other side but even if I do everything still falls apart.
I totally understand. I was off this site for about a month so I could really give myself one last chance to change my life. I worked so hard but just ran out of energy…. And here I am again. Ready to die. The suicide thoughts just won’t go away…. Ever.
Thanks for the comments everyone. I hope these thoughts leave soon too, I’m afraid of them getting more aggressive each time I “relapse”. Who knows. I’m praying for you all. Stay strong
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I do not know your story, but I hope those thoughts leave you soon. I can’t promise you’ll never have them again, but just think about how much you’d possibly miss out on. Those who love and care about you. I personally don’t know you, and I’m somewhat new on here, but I hope you don’t let those feelings/urges get the best of you.
I hate the whiplash depression. I always feel like it so much worse than spiraling slowly downward. For me, it’s like I’m fine one second and on the floor the next crying my eyes out. How old are you? Are you close to 21? Just hang on a bit longer and reach at least one more milestone…Who knows, you might want to reach another after that one 🙂 Hope you find peace soon!!!
This has literally just happened to me. I know I’m also walking on the edge. I just didn’t expect this today and I’ve got assignments to complete that I will now probably not ever finish. This type of hit is like a punch in the face and the beginning of a long spiral out of control. Each time it happens it’s difficult to know if I’ll come out the other side but even if I do everything still falls apart.
I totally understand. I was off this site for about a month so I could really give myself one last chance to change my life. I worked so hard but just ran out of energy…. And here I am again. Ready to die. The suicide thoughts just won’t go away…. Ever.
Thanks for the comments everyone. I hope these thoughts leave soon too, I’m afraid of them getting more aggressive each time I “relapse”. Who knows. I’m praying for you all. Stay strong