So many posts I read on here, so much loneliness, emptiness, self anger and hatred I wish I/we had the opportunity to meet one another and assist each other through these times. The powers that be know I can use a friend! Were all destined to die eventually its just getting through the “now” that’s so fukin difficult. I know I wish I had an understanding individual to chill with. Well back to my lonely world, to those that plan on killing themselves, good luck and to everyone else I hope you have an understanding friend to turn to!!! Good day all
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Some of us are not lucky enough to have friends that want to hear our situations.
No kidding. My “friends” alternatively just stop listening or threaten to call the police and have me committed. I might just splatter my brains all over their front porch and make them clean up the mess that they are partially responsible for. Better yet, I’ll sneak up behind them and splatter my guts all over them.
Yes, I know I’m crazy. But people with nothing to lose will act in crazy ways.
Fukin mint!!! I know how u feel! It sux that the only place we can be completely honest is ananomous
I have no one to turn to, my suicidal thoughts swirl around in my head with no outlet, no one to listen, I can’t keep going on like this forever, there must be an end.
I’m crippled from a motorcycle accident, my “friends” and family have disappeared or died since my crash 3 1/2 years ago. I tried to be honest with someone and I was committed so now I come here, alone (physically) in hopes to find somebody from long island N.Y. to associate with before I find the balls to blow my head off!!!
That sucks. I came very close to getting committed once, but managed to talk my way out of it. I live in a state that will confiscate my firearm and revoke my right to buy one if I get committed, so I’ve done everything I can to avoid being honest with people, although sometimes things will just spill out. It really sucks because there are times that I do want to talk to a therapist or something, but I can’t because I can’t risk getting committed and losing my right to a firearm.
Actually we are different. While depression strikes us with common symptoms, every one of us, I’m sure, experience it differently. I talked to many depressed people and most of them didn’t know what I was talking about, and I didn’t either. I actually might be wrong. With my depression hit I also got BPD. There was a sale. Anywho, I thank I do have people to talk to, even if they don’t understand me much. All my puberty built on loneliness.
Nice thought of us being able to assist each other.