I just looked around a bit more and I’m like “Holy shit, I just saw their suicide notes, I don’t know what to do, what if they go through with their plan? I didn’t speak up, I’m a little piece of shit.” So yeah. o-o I really hope none of you guys go through with your plans of ending life because ya know. *points to new route* There’s a whole new adventure waiting for you in a few years, months or even days.
Lul. I’m such a hypocrite. Telling people to keep holding on when I’m about to just end it all. >.> But hey. You people deserve a life no matter what mistakes you’ve made. We’re human. We make mistakes. They won’t be forgotten but they can be forgiven. Doesn’t matter if you do/did drugs, drink, gay, bi, ect. We’re all human beings at the end of the day and we should accept each other. Sadly, that isn’t as easy as I thought. *thinks about bullies and shit* o-o *loses train of thought*
…I literally just went off topic within 4 minutes. So uh. *eye twitch* I feel stupid. Buy yerp. I’d take all your suffering and stress, even my life, for people to be happy. When I see someone sitting alone or looking sad, I go up to them and ask them if they’re okay. I have no idea where that courage came from but yeah. o-o Then, I handle an Instagram account to help more people. Yay. I can do that all day and it just takes my stress and worries away when I’m able to make someone’s day better. I’m probably failing at this rant.
I DON’T KNOW. Ahahahaa. Life as a shitty, immature, abnormal teenage chick. -u- Not sure if I have some problem or not. Sometimes, I go from depressed -> In awe -> Happy -> Sad -> Needs to rip someone’s throat out -> Tired -> Need to run like hell -> Cuddles -> Breathe fire -> Become a monkey and live with my penguin species. Yeah. I swear I’m not crazy or anything. o-o Well. Maybe I am. I dunno. Maybe bipolar. o-o Nah. I’m not sure. Ignore the rant written up purely from my idiotic mind, I’m quite hyper inside my mind but lazy on the outside. o-o What the hell am I doing with my life.
Wow. Comparing this post to my 1st one. e.o Yep. I need help. Like. If you put them next to each other, you can see the mood changes. o-o At least, I can. ….*runs off into sunset on a llama* I swear I’m not crazy o-o This is just how I act online. Half this crazy in real life…
Feeling like I’m an outcast -u-
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Interesting post. Don’t feel like an outcast here. 🙂
Why thank you, I do try. *takes a bow* I just freaked out and ranted. xD Thanks. c:
Don’t worry bout bein crazy… it’s an integral part of the community, ya know? You’ll fit right in… I don’t think I saw your first post…
My alcohol-corrupted mind could barely keep up with this post…but yeah.
I’ve always like the name Alex… an interesting both-gender name.
It’s quite fun, sometimes. Hmm. Well, let’s just say my first post is just as strange as this one, but more about my life. And rants. Ah, must be fun. cx Same. It practically is, since I go by Alex for most people, but it’s not my legal name. I wish it were, though.
And can you really fail at a rant? I don’t consider there to be a fail state for such things…they are what they are.
You probably do have some problem…but hey, what would people be without their problems? Boring, that’s what.
It’s possible for me. But since no one’s throwing sticks at me yet, I guess I haven’t failed just yet.
Hehe, most likely. I agree, everyone has some sort of problem, that’s what makes life interesting.
We’re all mad here. Lol @ runs off into the sunset on a llama.
I will race you on my camel!