I need help:( I want someone to Run through the door right now and save me. That won’t happen…I have everything I need to kill myself quickly. Guess this is it. Noone cares enough to stop and listen to me.
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What do ya mean, Jellybean?
I am done for..
I hear you brother (sister?). You say you have everything you need; what do you have, if you don’t mind me asking?
Antodepressants and alcohol. And other stuff IG I don’t die from all that
You there JB? What part of the world are you in there?
The u.s.
So what brought you here? To this decision, to this forum? By the by, as an alive guy, I am clearly no suicide expert but I’m made to understand that alcohol and antidepressants aren’t always quick and easy.
I thought this forum might help. And this decision started 3 years ago when my PTSD got out of control
Three years is a very long time to feel this way. Did you serve in the military or does your PTSD originate elsewhere?
Yes I served overseas in the military and just got out. My PTSD came from my childhood though
jellybeanz28,
I would like to listen if you feel like telling us more about why you’ve made this decision. I should warn you that I am horrible at giving advice, though, but I’ve been told that I’m a good listener. I beg you — please stay safe!
Bluerabbitheart,
Thank youvfitbthe kidndnqorda and concern. I don’t really know what to say though. It is all so much
Bluerabbitheart,
Thank youvfitbthe kidndnqorda and concern. I don’t really know what to say though. It is all so much
That’s all right, jellybeanz28. If you change your mind and feel like you need to talk, just let me know 🙂 All the best, and please take care.
Hey JB. How are you feeling today?
I’m still here. Slept most of the day.
Hey JB. I hope the sleep did some good for you. I’m sorry I can’t reach out to you more efficiently but my posts keep ending up in moderation which seems to take most of the day. Anyway, I hope today is a little better for you. I don’t know that there is a fix for your problem but I do know that you are not alone. Please try and remember this. Until I see you again, I bid you peace.
You can email me at jellybeanz86@yahoo.com.