Yup that is bad. Suicidal ideation has become a comfort to you. A while ago…someone made a post asking folks to share their emotional state leading up to their suicide attempt. The truth for most was a total lack of emotion. Sounds to me like you could be spending tooo much time on the dark side…which is dangerous. One good psychotic break and you are gone. A bad one will land you in the nut hut. Is this what you want for your future?
I know it is easier to walk on the dark side…and life gives us plenty of impetus to do so…but ultimately you have the choice. Do you really want to die? Then keep going the way you are.
Depression is not a disease and cannot be cured with pills and potions…you just have to change your mind. A fuck of a lot harder than it sounds…but it is doable. The more time you spend on the dark side…the harder it becomes. If depression has not been a life-long condition for you…there is HOPE for you for a full recovery. You just have to make up your mind to change your mind. Most of us find it helpful to have professional help with this.
Our past has been written, played out…but not forgotten. In order to move forward…you need to understand the lessons from the first few chapters…and then leave them in the library and check out something new. Once you finish with your past…turn the page to limitless potential…and create a new story.
You are headed down the path of disassociation…Good Luck little one. But it’s not too late to turn things around. Understand? 😀
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Yup that is bad. Suicidal ideation has become a comfort to you. A while ago…someone made a post asking folks to share their emotional state leading up to their suicide attempt. The truth for most was a total lack of emotion. Sounds to me like you could be spending tooo much time on the dark side…which is dangerous. One good psychotic break and you are gone. A bad one will land you in the nut hut. Is this what you want for your future?
I know it is easier to walk on the dark side…and life gives us plenty of impetus to do so…but ultimately you have the choice. Do you really want to die? Then keep going the way you are.
Depression is not a disease and cannot be cured with pills and potions…you just have to change your mind. A fuck of a lot harder than it sounds…but it is doable. The more time you spend on the dark side…the harder it becomes. If depression has not been a life-long condition for you…there is HOPE for you for a full recovery. You just have to make up your mind to change your mind. Most of us find it helpful to have professional help with this.
Our past has been written, played out…but not forgotten. In order to move forward…you need to understand the lessons from the first few chapters…and then leave them in the library and check out something new. Once you finish with your past…turn the page to limitless potential…and create a new story.
You are headed down the path of disassociation…Good Luck little one. But it’s not too late to turn things around. Understand? 😀