Planning on joining the 27 club eh? I said to myself about this time last year that I would kill myself In a year if nothing changed. One year later and things are more or less exactly the same. Still, my life isn’t completely hopeless yet, so maybe I’ll hold out just a little longer…
A couple of years ago, when I was on the brink, things just seemed to lead to suicide. I had pushed everyone away, couldn’t keep a job, given my stuff away, written my notes, and researched the method. At that point, all I needed was a spark of sorts to set the act in motion. Someone read between the lines of what I had written, got me some help, and I’m still here. No bed of roses… but im alive.
I’m so glad you’re still here and so grateful for the person who made you. I followed some of your comments, and you seem like a really special person.
I just wanted you to know.
Sincerely,
-R.
Remembrance, I’m not sure sure how to reply other than to say, “Thank you.” Your comments here have been quite motivational and sincere… and the people of SP benefit. I’m not sure how you found SP but I’m glad you did.
filthy.soul, I try to remember that each day is a new day. I remember how bad things were a couple of years ago and I sought help. There are some goals that I’ve tried to make and I’m slowly (but hopefully steadily) working toward them. I try to keep the “big picture” in my mind… The struggles that I’m dealing with now will hopefully contribute to something positive down the road. Challenges remain, but life goes forward.
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Planning on joining the 27 club eh? I said to myself about this time last year that I would kill myself In a year if nothing changed. One year later and things are more or less exactly the same. Still, my life isn’t completely hopeless yet, so maybe I’ll hold out just a little longer…
A couple of years ago, when I was on the brink, things just seemed to lead to suicide. I had pushed everyone away, couldn’t keep a job, given my stuff away, written my notes, and researched the method. At that point, all I needed was a spark of sorts to set the act in motion. Someone read between the lines of what I had written, got me some help, and I’m still here. No bed of roses… but im alive.
I’m so glad you’re still here and so grateful for the person who made you. I followed some of your comments, and you seem like a really special person.
I just wanted you to know.
Sincerely,
-R.
Remembrance, I’m not sure sure how to reply other than to say, “Thank you.” Your comments here have been quite motivational and sincere… and the people of SP benefit. I’m not sure how you found SP but I’m glad you did.
filthy.soul, I try to remember that each day is a new day. I remember how bad things were a couple of years ago and I sought help. There are some goals that I’ve tried to make and I’m slowly (but hopefully steadily) working toward them. I try to keep the “big picture” in my mind… The struggles that I’m dealing with now will hopefully contribute to something positive down the road. Challenges remain, but life goes forward.
How old are you guys now? What’s your motivation to stay alive?
Oops. I posted my reply to you above. See above.
Tell me more about your story, if you don’t mind. Or lead me to the link, if you’ve already shared on this site.