It depends on what you’re doing. If you’re standing on a cliff or bridge being drunk might teeter you over the edge to a successful suicide. if you’ve got a gun, being drunk might make you miss thereby botching the job. If you’ve down a truck load of pills having drank a ton might make you throw them up. So..my guess is that being drunk won’t help. And that’s about as serious as i can get with this question.
Depends i guess there’s been times when I’ve had a few drinks & it’s made me so happy that i felt like i had no problems at all & i just felt great better than ever (huge smile on my face) & other times were i just felt the same as i normally do (either bored or feeling like shit)
flipnflap, I remember you were trying partial suspension last time, I thought you’d succeeded, I suppose I should be sad to see you return, I know how much you wanted to end it. I guess things are still the same with you regarding your life. To your question, I don’t think drink would be good as a primary method, but I have thought about getting drunk and jumping into the river, so as a help in implementing, I suppose it’s useful for me, it depends on the method. Last time you mentioned your family were doing suicide watch so if that’s still the case, and with you unable to leave, any method would be difficult to implement.
Well, I’m doing this tomorrow.. I bought a load of pills, a lot of sleeping pills like 120 pills, 4 packs of them are over the counter (hardly got them), and 40-60 painkiller pills, now the only thing I need is alcohol.. I was living alone with my brothers but my mom decided to stay with us since our dad isn’t here and I used to buy drinks by delivery, otherwise if I went to a store and asked to buy something which I have and they said it’s impossible that I’m 21 I must show them my ID. I will still have it delivered to me anyway, I live in a big house and everyone is too lazy to check the door so I guess it can be done. Another thing I’m worried about is.. I’m checking into this hotel for 2 days tomorrow, my family think I have college tomorrow so that’s where I’m heading to instead, so it’s very risky.. I will have to do it at 8:00 AM and it’s a load of pills.. last time I overdosed on just 120 pills including painkillers and sleeping pills and I was sent to the hospital twice while unconcious and woke up 14 hours later, so this time I won’t be sent to a hospital so I might be out the entire day which is very risky for me because of my family, they will suspect something and it will be horror if I woke up then and had to go home, it can be impossible to attempt anything like this again so this is a one time chance for me to succeed. Wish me luck.
Whether you read this or not depends, I suppose, on the success of your suicide attempt. I hope, then, you have had a painless death if that’s the way it’s to be; if not, then I pray you are okay today. I understand the circumstances regarding your life and your wish to die, and hope your family will also understand why. If you fail in your attempt, then I hope they can find a way to help you come to terms with your life, I feel there should be an alternative, somehow, for you other than death, I know how strongly you disagree though. From the posts you’ve made, you are a caring and kind person, I’m sad for you, and for your family in losing a good child/brother. To have a caring family as you’ve mentioned in your comments must be a source of comfort for you, but also, as you’ve said before, a great worry and sorrow when you choose to end it and leave them, but they’ll still have the positives that your life has given them. SP will be here for you if you are still alive, else, goodbye.
The easy option of taking pills and falling into endless sleep seems impossible these days, if not I’d use it and be no more. I’m sad that it didn’t work for you and that you’ll have to go back to partial suspension, not an easy thing, at least the drugs haven’t damaged you, something I was worried about. A question mentioned on this site before, ‘why do good people suffer in life’, I wish I knew the answer, I wish you didn’t have to flipnflap, wish you’d not be in this position where you feel death’s the only option.
Thank you. My mom is the only one I will miss the most. When she saw me she hugged me and told me not to do this again. She doesn’t understand that I have to. I love my family so dearly but it’s my life.
Omg.. how I wish I could do partial suspension in my room standing on a chair then kicking it away.. I feel like that is sooo easy. I don’t know how it’s done tying a noose from the ceiling but it would be great if I can do that then my body won’t fight to live by standing on stuff. I read and heard that once a person passes away he won’t feel anything like any emotions which I don’t know if it’s a good thing, I’m honestly, as much as I want to go, I’m scared that when I go it will just be more meaningless.. my motivation to do this became the thought of me doing this for others, so I won’t hurt other people by my negative energy. You are what you think and I think of death all the time.. that can’t be a good thing. I will do it for the reason that I wouldn’t want to meet or befriend someone like myself.
I’m not really looking for comments on what I say.. I guess I just want to express this for people to be aware of such conditions people could be in. Because I know there’s nothing I can say to make someone love himself/herself.
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No. You just bury your feelings. I drink consistently, yet I am still very much suicidal.
Well I’m drunk right now and all I can I say is, it didn’t help at all.
It depends on what you’re doing. If you’re standing on a cliff or bridge being drunk might teeter you over the edge to a successful suicide. if you’ve got a gun, being drunk might make you miss thereby botching the job. If you’ve down a truck load of pills having drank a ton might make you throw them up. So..my guess is that being drunk won’t help. And that’s about as serious as i can get with this question.
Depends i guess there’s been times when I’ve had a few drinks & it’s made me so happy that i felt like i had no problems at all & i just felt great better than ever (huge smile on my face) & other times were i just felt the same as i normally do (either bored or feeling like shit)
flipnflap, I remember you were trying partial suspension last time, I thought you’d succeeded, I suppose I should be sad to see you return, I know how much you wanted to end it. I guess things are still the same with you regarding your life. To your question, I don’t think drink would be good as a primary method, but I have thought about getting drunk and jumping into the river, so as a help in implementing, I suppose it’s useful for me, it depends on the method. Last time you mentioned your family were doing suicide watch so if that’s still the case, and with you unable to leave, any method would be difficult to implement.
Well, I’m doing this tomorrow.. I bought a load of pills, a lot of sleeping pills like 120 pills, 4 packs of them are over the counter (hardly got them), and 40-60 painkiller pills, now the only thing I need is alcohol.. I was living alone with my brothers but my mom decided to stay with us since our dad isn’t here and I used to buy drinks by delivery, otherwise if I went to a store and asked to buy something which I have and they said it’s impossible that I’m 21 I must show them my ID. I will still have it delivered to me anyway, I live in a big house and everyone is too lazy to check the door so I guess it can be done. Another thing I’m worried about is.. I’m checking into this hotel for 2 days tomorrow, my family think I have college tomorrow so that’s where I’m heading to instead, so it’s very risky.. I will have to do it at 8:00 AM and it’s a load of pills.. last time I overdosed on just 120 pills including painkillers and sleeping pills and I was sent to the hospital twice while unconcious and woke up 14 hours later, so this time I won’t be sent to a hospital so I might be out the entire day which is very risky for me because of my family, they will suspect something and it will be horror if I woke up then and had to go home, it can be impossible to attempt anything like this again so this is a one time chance for me to succeed. Wish me luck.
Whether you read this or not depends, I suppose, on the success of your suicide attempt. I hope, then, you have had a painless death if that’s the way it’s to be; if not, then I pray you are okay today. I understand the circumstances regarding your life and your wish to die, and hope your family will also understand why. If you fail in your attempt, then I hope they can find a way to help you come to terms with your life, I feel there should be an alternative, somehow, for you other than death, I know how strongly you disagree though. From the posts you’ve made, you are a caring and kind person, I’m sad for you, and for your family in losing a good child/brother. To have a caring family as you’ve mentioned in your comments must be a source of comfort for you, but also, as you’ve said before, a great worry and sorrow when you choose to end it and leave them, but they’ll still have the positives that your life has given them. SP will be here for you if you are still alive, else, goodbye.
Didn’t make it unfortunately… i was asleep for 28 hours, that’s it. I just went home after that. I will try partial suspension again.
The easy option of taking pills and falling into endless sleep seems impossible these days, if not I’d use it and be no more. I’m sad that it didn’t work for you and that you’ll have to go back to partial suspension, not an easy thing, at least the drugs haven’t damaged you, something I was worried about. A question mentioned on this site before, ‘why do good people suffer in life’, I wish I knew the answer, I wish you didn’t have to flipnflap, wish you’d not be in this position where you feel death’s the only option.
Thank you. My mom is the only one I will miss the most. When she saw me she hugged me and told me not to do this again. She doesn’t understand that I have to. I love my family so dearly but it’s my life.
Omg.. how I wish I could do partial suspension in my room standing on a chair then kicking it away.. I feel like that is sooo easy. I don’t know how it’s done tying a noose from the ceiling but it would be great if I can do that then my body won’t fight to live by standing on stuff. I read and heard that once a person passes away he won’t feel anything like any emotions which I don’t know if it’s a good thing, I’m honestly, as much as I want to go, I’m scared that when I go it will just be more meaningless.. my motivation to do this became the thought of me doing this for others, so I won’t hurt other people by my negative energy. You are what you think and I think of death all the time.. that can’t be a good thing. I will do it for the reason that I wouldn’t want to meet or befriend someone like myself.
I’m not really looking for comments on what I say.. I guess I just want to express this for people to be aware of such conditions people could be in. Because I know there’s nothing I can say to make someone love himself/herself.