i have researched for numerous ways to commit, today i begin my journey to end this pain through self starvation. Ill post periodically to inform about the process. its been a long fight, and the fight to live is finally over.
near the end they will hospitalize you and put a feeding tube in ya. Painful way to attempt. I think maybe there are things worth living for but I am not in the mindset to give decent advice, I just hope you don’t kill yourself.
You wish to end this pain and for the fight to be over, but with starvation you’ve chosen a difficult and very painful way to end it. I know depression is hard, especially if the medication you hoped would help you fails to do so, trying other meds may be an option, some work better than others depending on the individual. You’ve been through a lot as you mentioned in your other post, please don’t put yourself through this method, keep trying to beat the depression.
i know its going to be painful, but its the best way for me since i havnt really been able to eat for 3 days already, the thought of food makes me feel sick. ive tried multiple different meds to try and cope but my mind is far gone. The only way i can smile is when i think about ending this nightmare, ive fought too hard and too long already, every minute has felt like an hour of anxiety hell. Im just happy ive found enough reason to finally put an end to this, thank you for the kind words though.
I knew a girl who did this once, as far as I know she managed it but it took her a long time, and wasn’t nice. I really hope your passing is easier than hers, and you find peace.
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near the end they will hospitalize you and put a feeding tube in ya. Painful way to attempt. I think maybe there are things worth living for but I am not in the mindset to give decent advice, I just hope you don’t kill yourself.
You wish to end this pain and for the fight to be over, but with starvation you’ve chosen a difficult and very painful way to end it. I know depression is hard, especially if the medication you hoped would help you fails to do so, trying other meds may be an option, some work better than others depending on the individual. You’ve been through a lot as you mentioned in your other post, please don’t put yourself through this method, keep trying to beat the depression.
i know its going to be painful, but its the best way for me since i havnt really been able to eat for 3 days already, the thought of food makes me feel sick. ive tried multiple different meds to try and cope but my mind is far gone. The only way i can smile is when i think about ending this nightmare, ive fought too hard and too long already, every minute has felt like an hour of anxiety hell. Im just happy ive found enough reason to finally put an end to this, thank you for the kind words though.
I knew a girl who did this once, as far as I know she managed it but it took her a long time, and wasn’t nice. I really hope your passing is easier than hers, and you find peace.
i understand itll be harsh, i dont mind, it will be a punishment for my own sins, thank you i hope i will find my peace once and for all also
mixing pills & alcohol is supposed 2 be a reliable way of ending it
(Just sayin for anyone wants to know a good method)
Uh, no it’s truly a stupid method. It’s like punching yourself in the liver – painful, dumb, but usually not fatal.
i tried this before and it was tough… i hope i find peace soon as well.
Hope you find peace 🙂