Update

Its been around two weeks since i started starvation, this is definetely not a way to go if you want to go peacefully, my body weight is at an all time low, my body is weak and any physical task is hell. Keeping composure at work and acting normal is the hardest of task. Im not sure if im hallucinating due to it, theres always something there edging me on to just finish myself off faster. I often find myself speaking to it or myself, my memories are a bit faded and does not feel like my own. The depression and anxiety remains strong. I think i will lose my mind and end it before i can reach suicide by starvation. If you want a calm way out, look fr another way. i will update again if i havnt gone fully insane and off myself by then.  – K1t3