thank you my friends at sp, for a most wonderful day. this is the best i have felt in a month, and i attribute it to you. you give me hope (damnit, whispers, lol). all of you have shown me many things, but most importantley, you have shown me i can love. again. for those of you who dont know my story, thats a big thing. it finalley started snowing here (lol, i know tm) i walked to the store for a coke and smokes,giggling and laughing. why? all i could think about was three moons. come my friend lets dance in the snow,make a snowman, and have a snowball fight. mabe a few snow angels, and write our names in the snow. when were done, hot chocolate by a good fire. like that a lot better than my original idea. xanadu,you make me laugh, dude. to where i feel it. and i cry cause it feels GOOD, and i havent felt it in so long, and i get scared cause i dont want it to go away.again. all of us here are at new beginnings,trying to figure out new ways of doing things. perhaps with each others help, we can get trough this. love to all and peace
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Just reminded me of that Beatles song, “With a Little Help From My Friends.” Gah, when I lived in FL, I had this girlfriend who was out of her mind obsessed with the Beatles, and we used to drive around Ft. Worth singing that song, and Yellow Submarine. Good times. How you feel might change, but the truth there won’t change. Life gets hard sometimes, but it’s never permanent, good or bad, and that’s a reassuring thought, imo.
We all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine… dammit xanadu, you got that song stuck in my head.
Just think of Maxwell’s Silver Hammer – that always works for me. 😉
i thought I was the only one who said “gah”. 😉
tc….this is really beautiful, thank you. W/ your words, I can picture us dancing and playing in the snow. Something I haven’t done in quite a long time.
I’m rather at a loss for words. Your post brought tears to my eyes. You’re right–you giggling and dreaming up snow angels is a far cry from your previous potential use of snow.
It’s not hyperbole to say I’m quite amazed at what’s gone on in this forum since I started here. To watch someone go from the depths of despair to laughter and hope (there’s that word again)..I believe, and I FEEL, this is a change that will last, my dear. …. xo
aahh, just the mania kicking in,, im singing silver submarines and yellow hammers, oh,wait…..
lol tc 🙂
Bang, bang, maxwell’s silver hammer made sure that she was dead. Ha, now that one too.
oh gawd that stupid song creates the worst ear worms….thanks a lot xanadu :p ~
its true three moons, ill never be able to look at snow the same way know. we live in all in a silver submarine, with yellow hammers. wait, wait………
Hey tc13, did you think you could be laughing a month ago as you can now, you’re such an inspiration. You’ve become a great contributor to the site, caring, considerate, it’s a good to read your comments, good to know you. Enjoy the snow tc, I’ve been on my own this Christmas IRL, but I haven’t been alone with SP, thank you, THANK YOU ALL.