I want to hurt myself. I want to cut and watch myself bleed. I want to take the pills and slowly die. I have had it with the suffering and sadness I put myself through everyday. Its all over for me now.. I don’t know when or how but it will happen and when that time comes I will let you all know <3 I am sorry that I am just another lost cause…
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From your previous note:
” I want to get better so badly and yet I am still the same person who won’t ever do well in life,”
I think it’s within you to adjust course and work on things. If you haven’t already, maybe it’s a good idea to ask for help? You’re suffering and life doesn’t have to be miserable all the time. I’ve been in similar shoes and in the darkest of places. Reach out, see a little light, and maybe that’ll show you the possibilities. Life might not be all-paradise but it can get better.
): soup ur not alone girl. better days ahead i promise
i fucking love this song! i first heard it at the end of the last episode of that show 6 ft under….grrreeeaaatttt song…i love all kinds of music
hit me up if you ever wanna talk..you can find me on fb or hit me up via e-mail….i’ll give you my number, and if you’re ever feelin desprate i’ll go there with you, so you wont have to be alone in it….i’ve known how you feel for the longest time, so long i can’t remember not feeling this way….maybe not exactly the same but of the same vein….i just dont want you to think so sweetly upon death, when there still may be some light left for you in this life