Medications number 14 and 15 woooo.
Now taking 100 mg of Lamictal (will be bumping to 200 soon)
and 2 mg of prazosin (1 mg 2x a day)
I cry every single day now 🙂 . My doc dismissed this, and continues to just want to up the dose because I’m still suicidal, Idk what he doesn’t understand about the fact I will never not be suicidal and I will never not think of harming myself daily.
I did find out that I don’t process folic acid right which can screw with my body’s ability to make what controls my mood. Unfortunately I can’t afford the vitamin I need to fix that, a low and behold of course Tricare doesn’t pay for it 🙂 .
In other news still waiting to file taxes and get the return back so I can get my decaying mouth fixed (I’ll probably be paying at least a grand to get that done because low behold again the Tricare/Metlife military insurance doesn’t cover all of it) 🙂 . I also try to get new glasses I’ll be paying out of pocket for because Tricare doesn’t pay for that either 🙂 , given the wrong script for 2 years and I’m missing a nose piece 😀 . We also want to get new phones and I could use some clothes after losing 30 lbs this year, not having money for food is great 🙂 .