Sometimes I’m thinking of catching the train, in a peaceful and pain-free manner of course, just to know what’s after this life. Just to know if I’ll become a ghost that materializes out of thin air, able to see my own coffin and able to see who will visit me. I just want to know who’ll cry, who really cares.
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Why worry about what others think or how they would react?
You would be surprised who comes out of the woodwork to say their goodbyes.
I have often wondered myself, but mainly on what is said. Will they be truthful and say, he was fighting demons from within or would they just carry on about how good a person I was even if I wasn’t.
I doubt there is anything behind this life and once you choose to cross over, even just for a look, you can’t come back. Wait for old age, I’m hanging for my 70’s, if I live that long I’m doing heavy drugs. Hahaha
What if things that are much less exciting are going to happen?
You might get disappointed.