Trying to tell myself not too.
This weekend is Easter and I’ll be visiting my family so it isn’t the best time to cut.
But every time I stop working or go to take a break it’s all i can think of.
There is just a quiet little voice in the back of my mind reminding me.
But i know it will only feel good for the fist few seconds.
Then I’ll cry and regret it.
Like I do every time.
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Hi, I had a look at your previous posts and I can see that you are still young so you have to believe me that life can get better. It really can. My real life didn’t start till I was in my thirties and I’ve blocked out most everything that happened before then. The problem with feeling down all the time though, or being affected by something that happened, is that people and opportunities just pass you by, you don’t even notice them.
In the end what works for me is just keeping busy, so I don’t have time to think too much. It sounds like being at work helps you like this and I just wonder if you could take some of the opportunities that will definitely be around you to fill your life up and keep your mind busy.
I hope this holiday weekend is OK for you.
Thank you.
The weekend wasn’t that bad.
Except when i found myself surrounded by everyone yet feeling so alone.