Everything hurts I want to die I don’t know what to do. I have a mood disorder and there is no cure and god I don’t want to live like this. Treat the symptoms, manage your emotions, improve your quality of life! But there’s nothing that can cure it.
I can’t eat either get it past my lips or I throw it up. I either sleep too much or can’t sleep at all. I haven’t left the house in days and I can’t talk to my family anymore.
Right now I can hear my dad down the hall calling all these therapists to help me. He’s started on his seventh call just now.
I want to die so desperately, but I don’t want to hurt my family and friends. I don’t know what to do.
Please help me.
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vorkonzert @ gmail. Com
I won’t give you a cure, but I’m willing to talk.
Barbara.
I think many of us are on hear with a glint of hope that one day we’ll find the answer but yes it’s a constant struggle and all we have are the little victories. The days we can get out of bed, the days we can smile, really smile, the moments we eat something that tastes good. I don’t want to be cliche and say that we should hold on for those moments, I know damn right that often those are not enough but what else have we got? Sending love(what little i can spare)
No, I think you’re right. Those little moments of happiness aren’t much to go on, but you got to take whatever you can get and keep holding on. Push out the bad thoughts and fear and cling to whatever good you can find in your life.
misbahq93@gmaildotcom
I can’t offer any brilliant solutions, but I’m her 24/7 if you want to talk. I promise I’ll listen.