I have a kindoff problem.. I have been depressed and suicidal for 3+ years now. Since 6 months I have the cutest boyfriend ever.. But he’s depressed & suicidal too.. Sometimes.. When he has a breakdown.. He tells me how bad he wants to die. It hurts hearing him to be in so much pain.. He often asks me if I don’t wanna go with him, after I tell him that I can’t live without him.. Problem is, part of me does wants to die, but the other one wants to stay and see where life will bring us. He and I have been sad again and he always comes over at sundays. But now.. We have planned to commit suicide.. I know it’s not a good solution to kill ourselves.. But I need a little support..