I been thinking about suicide for along time now I am 23 years old and ever since I can remember I been depressed but lately it’s been getting worse I think the only thing keeping me here is me little princess my 3 year old daughter it’s really hard because I don’t want to leave her but I don’t know how much longer I can take this pain I hate pretending like I’m ok
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hey sorry 🙁 if u dont mind what kin dof pain are you going through?
The responsibility of a child should be enough to keep you going. Your instinct is right. Your child needs you. I’ve said this before, but if I still had my ex-fiancée’s kids in my life, I would have to hold on, no matter the pain I’m experiencing.
There is no need to pretend that everything is OK. Reach out for help. If you’re not seeing a therapist already, then do so. See if meds can help, if you’re not on them yet. Do whatever you can to stay alive for your daughter. She needs you.
when you had a child you signed a contract that said you will be there for her for life, no exceptions, you chose to have a child therefore you accepted the terms and conditions of having one, regardless of how you feel she DEPENDS on you, emotionally, mentally, financially. If you kill yourself you are killing a large part of her and she will be damaged by that forever. Figure out another way, DO NOT kill yourself, that’s beyond selfish on a despicable level. I wish you the best and for your daughter
Thank you everyone for the support today I went to see my therapist and I feel much better now