I cared about her so much and she threw it away. It was my fault but goddammit that doesn’t make it hurt less. I’m such an ass. I made her do things she didn’t want to and I ruined it. I… I’m a selfish prick… I’m going to cry and wish I could die tonight, but I won’t. I’m better than that. But this won’t stop hurting. not for a long time. This burns. Hollywood Undead. Black Dahlia. Most of it applies, but not all. Fuck. I care so much about her. I just want to make her happy. I thought I’d be okay being just a friend forever but I’m not. I want her to be happy, with me or without me but I want it to be with me! I would have done anything for her, been anything. Painkiller, Fallen Angel, The Real You, Three Days Grace. I just… I don’t know who I am without her. She was everything to me, my best friend. I liked to deny it, say there were others, but there aren’t. She meant everything to me. She saved me. Little_Old_Me I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done this, but it hurt either way. You told me yours, I’ll tell you mine. It’s Andrew.
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Same thing here, It was going fine till I fucked I up, said horrible things to her in a fight and she never spoke to me again.
I tried to apoligize everyday but she doesn’t want to talk to me anymore, I don’t know what to do. I lost the opportunity to stay with a girl like me, We had plans, but I just fucked up.
I will never find anyone like her and probably will end alone now.
Somethings cannot be undone, somethings we cannot change, somethings you just get the bad end.
Not everybody has a happy end, I had the opportunity to have a happy end and now I just fucked it up.
I am sorry Susanne, I really am, you were my world, I didn’t mean that, I am still learning, give me a second chance please, just give me a second chance and I will make everything different…
Sorry for the typos, I couldn’t even think straight when I wrote this.