Tick Tock

Why should I keep living if all I’m going to do is die? Yes I could make a difference in this world but all of our hard work is going to be forgotten when we and our planet dies. I suppose to take pills every day just to help stop the sadness but it is the only feeling that is on repeat and comes a lot. What is so good about being happy or normal? Happy and normal are just words. So why does everyone strive so hard to be happy or normal? I am not saying I don’t do this I don’t but I want to know why we try so hard to be accepted when you cant accept yourself. When you are lying on the floor writhing in pain because you cut to deep or you feel empty or sad are those people who you want to be accepted by there helping the pain go away? No they are not they are living their lives not giving you a second glance. The only person there is you. You need to accept yourself and care about yourself before people who wont be there when you are at your breaking point.