Hi. I just really wish I could just be dead already. I’m so stressed out about stuff and I’m just done with all this. I can’t even begin to explain everything that’s wrong.
Sorry your going though this. I’m going though hell too. The only reason I’m still here is because I’m “method shopping” so to speak. I want to find a way to go that is basically a sure fire thing with no pain or suffering involved.
Hey. At times trying to explain everything, even if it’s breaking it up in smaller points, does help. Care to share why you are so stressed up? not a prob if you don’t want to, just got curious.
Thanks to both of you for being willing to talk. Wndozh8r, I’m sorry that you’re feeling so bad too. I’m really streesed out about school and I’m also stressed out and sad because this guy that I would talk to every single day now barely talks to me. And it just makes me feel like crap. And I’ve told him about everything that’s been going on with me and he was helping me out and now he’s just stopped doing that. Just makes me feel pretty bad about myself. And I’m stressed out about school cuz I’m going to have so much stuff to do and keeping up good grades is gonna be so hard and I don’t want to have to pretend I’m happy and stuff at school so my friends still like me. And also my parents are just making things worse for me and I’m just so tired of all this.
There has to be a reason why that guy doesn’t talk to you anymore, but you shouldn’t feel bad about yourself if you didn’t do anything bad to him (which i’m guessing you didn’t). School… well, school is school, and it does tend to get harder when you grow up, nothing wrong with being stressed by it either, but if you’ve been doing fine you shouldn’t worry before hand. No one expect you to be perfect (and if they do… well, perfection is impossible), and no one is happy all the time, but what you can do is try your best but without overdoing it (so you won’t stress yourself even more). I really don’t know what’s the situation with your parents, but talking honestly with them about how you’re feeling does help at times.
I understand the pretending to be happy thing when no one actually understands how broken you are inside, it’s torturous. High school is a confusing time full of self doubt, I know this because I’m in high school and have already attempted suicide. I’m not going to lie to you, personally things haven’t got better for me but it’s my senior year and I hope it’s true when they say it gets better, and I’m willing to keep pushing through to find out, and I think you should do the same. I don’t know a lot about your situation but I would be happy to talk to you about it and listen to you.
Yeah, didn’t read it like egotistical at all, in fact i read it as a compliment (thanks!). But i do get the “let’s walk on eggshells” mentality, all things considered 😀
I am glad as that is the way it was meant. 🙂 You really will be very good at what you are wanting to do. I’ve read many of your post in the past and I am always left with insightful look at your mind. You have the patience and understanding that is needed in that field.
Thank you to you all for giving some good advice about my situation. I’m hoping that things might get better sometime soon, but if they don’t I don’t know what I’m going to do. 3.14ln, I really hope that it’s going to get better for you and that you find happiness and thanks for being willing to talk to me. I don’t know why all these things are making me feel like killing myself, but I guess I’ll just try to hold on a little longer. Ugh, life.
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Hey. What’s up?m
Hi. I just really wish I could just be dead already. I’m so stressed out about stuff and I’m just done with all this. I can’t even begin to explain everything that’s wrong.
Sorry your going though this. I’m going though hell too. The only reason I’m still here is because I’m “method shopping” so to speak. I want to find a way to go that is basically a sure fire thing with no pain or suffering involved.
Hey. At times trying to explain everything, even if it’s breaking it up in smaller points, does help. Care to share why you are so stressed up? not a prob if you don’t want to, just got curious.
Mf is right. And you don’t have to go into great detail if you feel overwhelmed by doing that.
We are here and we are listening…well reading 🙂
Thanks to both of you for being willing to talk. Wndozh8r, I’m sorry that you’re feeling so bad too. I’m really streesed out about school and I’m also stressed out and sad because this guy that I would talk to every single day now barely talks to me. And it just makes me feel like crap. And I’ve told him about everything that’s been going on with me and he was helping me out and now he’s just stopped doing that. Just makes me feel pretty bad about myself. And I’m stressed out about school cuz I’m going to have so much stuff to do and keeping up good grades is gonna be so hard and I don’t want to have to pretend I’m happy and stuff at school so my friends still like me. And also my parents are just making things worse for me and I’m just so tired of all this.
There has to be a reason why that guy doesn’t talk to you anymore, but you shouldn’t feel bad about yourself if you didn’t do anything bad to him (which i’m guessing you didn’t). School… well, school is school, and it does tend to get harder when you grow up, nothing wrong with being stressed by it either, but if you’ve been doing fine you shouldn’t worry before hand. No one expect you to be perfect (and if they do… well, perfection is impossible), and no one is happy all the time, but what you can do is try your best but without overdoing it (so you won’t stress yourself even more). I really don’t know what’s the situation with your parents, but talking honestly with them about how you’re feeling does help at times.
That is very well put and I couldn’t have said it better myself. (that was not meant in an egostical sort of way. 😛 but you knew that, didn’t you.)
I understand the pretending to be happy thing when no one actually understands how broken you are inside, it’s torturous. High school is a confusing time full of self doubt, I know this because I’m in high school and have already attempted suicide. I’m not going to lie to you, personally things haven’t got better for me but it’s my senior year and I hope it’s true when they say it gets better, and I’m willing to keep pushing through to find out, and I think you should do the same. I don’t know a lot about your situation but I would be happy to talk to you about it and listen to you.
*egotistical
Yeah, didn’t read it like egotistical at all, in fact i read it as a compliment (thanks!). But i do get the “let’s walk on eggshells” mentality, all things considered 😀
I am glad as that is the way it was meant. 🙂 You really will be very good at what you are wanting to do. I’ve read many of your post in the past and I am always left with insightful look at your mind. You have the patience and understanding that is needed in that field.
But yes, the “eggshells” thing… 😛
I really need to talk to the grim reaper
Me too.
whassup
Thank you to you all for giving some good advice about my situation. I’m hoping that things might get better sometime soon, but if they don’t I don’t know what I’m going to do. 3.14ln, I really hope that it’s going to get better for you and that you find happiness and thanks for being willing to talk to me. I don’t know why all these things are making me feel like killing myself, but I guess I’ll just try to hold on a little longer. Ugh, life.