what makes you want to do it? you might need more than 2 months. things resolve sometimes in more time. but not too long, even though it may seem FOREVER. I know the feeling
what makes you want to do it? you might need more than 2 months. things resolve sometimes in more time. but not too long, even though it may seem FOREVER. I know the feeling
I just don’t see the point in living anymore. I don’t want to just keep doing the same things everyday and dealing with all the shit. I’m just tired of it all and I want out. I just want to die!
if you’re younger than 21, DONT DO IT. school is living hell and its boring I know. if youre older, I get it. im there. but college is different. and if you’re 50, like a midlife crisis type of thing. you’ve made it to this point, you should still hang on. life is a hard test. you cant return it to God. He wont be pleased, he forgives though. I don’t want to shove religion down your throat. but I hope itll change your mind
I’m sorry that you still have bad thoughts, and thanks for helping me out right now. I didn’t mean to be rude by asking you why you’re still here. I’ve thought about suicide before I was actually depressed and I don’t know why that is, but I feel like I’m supposed to kill myself.
I am depressed since I can remember, but only last year I gathered enough strength to end it. I had similar thoughts as you just described. What is the point, if I am always feeling down and things either keep getting worse each year or they don’t change at all, while I can’t see a point in trying to change it anymore. Perhaps it was my cowardice, perhaps it was a momentary spark of wisdom or it was just my apathy spreading even deeper into my roots. So I told myself, that I will wait one more year and if nothing changes, I will finish what I have started. That year had passed two months ago and I am still around. My second attempt had been interrupted and something inside me was thankful for it. I am not going to lie to you. I still think about it as of an option and so far I’m in no way happier than year before. Most of that year I was in “zombie mode”, but I had few experiences in the last two months that were worth staying. I simply asked myself what is the harm of staying a little longer and so far I didn’t attempt a third time nor I set new date for it. Concerning school – I am just 24, but I have to say, that despite all the other things that went wrong, my life is a bit easier after high school. No more any of that drama. Not even University was a rose garden to me, but it can get easier when you don’t have to deal with schools, when you get more space to deal with other issues and gain some control of your life. People often told me that school is the best time and work is the worst, but it didn’t apply to me and maybe it won’t apply to you. What ever choice you make, I just hope you’ll find your peace, one way or another.
Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am happy for you that you were able to keep going on and now you’ve practically become better and happy. I know that it might get better for me too, but I still think that even if it does get better, I’ll still want to kill myself. And that scares me.
You say it might get better but you may still want to kill yourself and that can be true, I have ups and downs with depression and also have a feeling that suicide would end it once and for all. However, successful suicide isn’t easy, far from, so what is the answer, I wish I knew, I keep hoping for change but feel unable to make it happen. I just keep going on in life knowing that something may occur unexpectedly that can make the difference, and it can for you as well, especially as you are still so young. I hope you don’t keep to this time limit for change to happen else suicide, but to hold on for as long as possible. Perhaps this comment isn’t much help to you other than to say I can appreciate what you are going through, life can seem that it has no point, talking can help.
I agree with what you are saying. I’m sorry that you feel this way too. You’re right saying that talking does help sometimes, but I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to.
I’m sorry you don’t have anyone to talk to, in fact it is difficult to tell people in real life about depression and particularly suicide. Some people irl will think depression is nothing more than a phase we go through and don’t know how to deal with talk about suicide, how can they unless they have considered it themselves. I hope you can find someone just to discuss the issues you are struggling with and keep quiet about your suicidal thoughts. Else keep coming to SP, at least here on SP you can talk freely about suicide or just read the other posts, hopefully you’ll start to feel able to go on. Using SP has allowed me to know, like I now hope you do, that we are not alone in how we feel with regards to suicide. I’ve struggled with depression for some time but I still hold out for something, I hope you can too.
Exactly. I feel like nobody understands what I’m going through and that they make me feel worse. I was able to talk to somebody about all this and I felt better after talking to him, but now he’s made it clear that we can’t be friends if I keep talking about suicide and what’s going on. That’s making me really sad. That’s great that you still have hope that it will all get better for you. Thank you for saying these things.
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You should spend time going outside listening to music try new things meet a love interest life just might surprise you
I don’t see what the point in doing those things is. I’ve tried to feel better. But I’m always going to want to kill myself.
what makes you want to do it? you might need more than 2 months. things resolve sometimes in more time. but not too long, even though it may seem FOREVER. I know the feeling
what makes you want to do it? you might need more than 2 months. things resolve sometimes in more time. but not too long, even though it may seem FOREVER. I know the feeling
I just don’t see the point in living anymore. I don’t want to just keep doing the same things everyday and dealing with all the shit. I’m just tired of it all and I want out. I just want to die!
if you’re younger than 21, DONT DO IT. school is living hell and its boring I know. if youre older, I get it. im there. but college is different. and if you’re 50, like a midlife crisis type of thing. you’ve made it to this point, you should still hang on. life is a hard test. you cant return it to God. He wont be pleased, he forgives though. I don’t want to shove religion down your throat. but I hope itll change your mind
I’m younger than 21, but what’s the point of going on longer? Why not just kill myself?
that age is hard. you’ll get through your teenage years TRUST ME PLZ
Have you gotten though it? Why are you still on this site if you have?
im 24 I wanted to commit at 16. 17,18 . but you have your whole life ahead of you
because I still have my black thoughts. and I know people who struggle with the same problems
I’m sorry that you still have bad thoughts, and thanks for helping me out right now. I didn’t mean to be rude by asking you why you’re still here. I’ve thought about suicide before I was actually depressed and I don’t know why that is, but I feel like I’m supposed to kill myself.
I am depressed since I can remember, but only last year I gathered enough strength to end it. I had similar thoughts as you just described. What is the point, if I am always feeling down and things either keep getting worse each year or they don’t change at all, while I can’t see a point in trying to change it anymore. Perhaps it was my cowardice, perhaps it was a momentary spark of wisdom or it was just my apathy spreading even deeper into my roots. So I told myself, that I will wait one more year and if nothing changes, I will finish what I have started. That year had passed two months ago and I am still around. My second attempt had been interrupted and something inside me was thankful for it. I am not going to lie to you. I still think about it as of an option and so far I’m in no way happier than year before. Most of that year I was in “zombie mode”, but I had few experiences in the last two months that were worth staying. I simply asked myself what is the harm of staying a little longer and so far I didn’t attempt a third time nor I set new date for it. Concerning school – I am just 24, but I have to say, that despite all the other things that went wrong, my life is a bit easier after high school. No more any of that drama. Not even University was a rose garden to me, but it can get easier when you don’t have to deal with schools, when you get more space to deal with other issues and gain some control of your life. People often told me that school is the best time and work is the worst, but it didn’t apply to me and maybe it won’t apply to you. What ever choice you make, I just hope you’ll find your peace, one way or another.
Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am happy for you that you were able to keep going on and now you’ve practically become better and happy. I know that it might get better for me too, but I still think that even if it does get better, I’ll still want to kill myself. And that scares me.
You say it might get better but you may still want to kill yourself and that can be true, I have ups and downs with depression and also have a feeling that suicide would end it once and for all. However, successful suicide isn’t easy, far from, so what is the answer, I wish I knew, I keep hoping for change but feel unable to make it happen. I just keep going on in life knowing that something may occur unexpectedly that can make the difference, and it can for you as well, especially as you are still so young. I hope you don’t keep to this time limit for change to happen else suicide, but to hold on for as long as possible. Perhaps this comment isn’t much help to you other than to say I can appreciate what you are going through, life can seem that it has no point, talking can help.
I agree with what you are saying. I’m sorry that you feel this way too. You’re right saying that talking does help sometimes, but I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to.
I’m sorry you don’t have anyone to talk to, in fact it is difficult to tell people in real life about depression and particularly suicide. Some people irl will think depression is nothing more than a phase we go through and don’t know how to deal with talk about suicide, how can they unless they have considered it themselves. I hope you can find someone just to discuss the issues you are struggling with and keep quiet about your suicidal thoughts. Else keep coming to SP, at least here on SP you can talk freely about suicide or just read the other posts, hopefully you’ll start to feel able to go on. Using SP has allowed me to know, like I now hope you do, that we are not alone in how we feel with regards to suicide. I’ve struggled with depression for some time but I still hold out for something, I hope you can too.
Exactly. I feel like nobody understands what I’m going through and that they make me feel worse. I was able to talk to somebody about all this and I felt better after talking to him, but now he’s made it clear that we can’t be friends if I keep talking about suicide and what’s going on. That’s making me really sad. That’s great that you still have hope that it will all get better for you. Thank you for saying these things.