I really hate how I can tell someone to keep going when I know that I can’t keep going myself.
I hate how I’m there for everyone but when I need someone, all I have is myself.
I hate how I cry myself to sleep at night because I have actual problems and yet, there are kids my age who’s only problem is whether or not they want to actually vacation in Paris this month or not.
I hate how people don’t care about certain things like homelessness and bankruptcy until they have to experience it first hand.
I hate how guys just assume that since I’m a single, 16 year old girl, that I am going to follow the lead of all the other stupid little girls in the world and show them some nude just because they give me a little attention.
I got a new puppy today and I couldn’t even enjoy him because him and my other dog could sense the tension in the room and the younger dog decided to take off my older dog’s front left leg.
I am just so gosh dang tired of all the hatred built up in my heart and yet I have no idea how to get rid of it.
Yours Forever and Always,
The Girl Who Has No Room For Love
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As someone who understands and hates those things, I feel your pain. If you want someone to talk to, I’m here. A random stranger who honestly wouldn’t mind taking time out of his otherwise shitty day to lend a hand and who won’t judge you.
Do you ever get those days where you just feel like your suffocating for no reason? Like you’re losing all the breath in your body, and you’re okay with it?