Im 24 male virgin I’m rather intelligent but smarts is all I have going for me no one has ever liked me or really wanted to be my friend my family gets angry with me anytime I say something about being depressed and have completely ignored the two suicide attempts. I’m just done with life I feel like some of us are just meant to suffer and this is no way for me to go through life. I’ve self harmed since age 12 and to this day no one knows I wish I had someone I could talk to but that will never happen lately everything has been getting worse and tonight I feel on the edge I don’t know what to do anymore sorry for anyone that has to read this incoherent rambling shit that flows out of my talented but worthless mind
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well you have said that you are smart.. then use it to make money. use your intelligence to form relationships. all girls are after money.. if you have money then you can lose your virginity by paying a prostitute.. then you wont have to suffer anymore..
I’m smart too. But if your severely depression with many mental illnesses, it causes paralysis of the mind. This may be hyperbole or a bad example, but it’s like being an expert at karate but than losing your arms and legs. I write comedy, poetry, have my own political and philosophical ideology, can sing, and very good at debates. I also write stories. But what is my talents worth if trying to pursue them would be so stressful that it would break me?
Also there’s people with IQs of 200 but there weaknesses are so strong compared to there strengths that they become homeless or put in a psychiatric institution. It’s not because they was smart, it’s because there problems outweighed the benefits
oh sorry @lostcause918 I speed read your post and didn’t know that you are depressed..