I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel okay, I’m not insanely sad all the time, but I just really really want to kill myself. I don’t know why, but I just do.
Why not explain what happened/what triggered what you’re feeling right now. Yesterday I was in a bad mood, then I realized it was because of some family members I don’t like pissing me off.
Your feelings of suicide don’t come out of nowhere, something in your life is causing you to feel sad. It’s best to try to figure out what it is, then you’ll have a better idea of how to resolve the issue.
Sometimes it’s simply physiological, you didn’t eat properly or get adequate sleep. If all those reasons can be ruled out, you could look into any strange fumes in your home (natural gas) or fabrics, lack of air, allergens. Just throwing out ideas.
I would like to give a few possible answers it could be lack of excitement when you try to commit suicide and you get so close but get pulled back to life it creates a temporary euphoria or it could just simply believe deep down inside you’ll find something better than this in the afterlife I hope you don’t go through with it though because i tried and completely lost all my friends because of it
You say you feel okay but just feel like ending it all, perhaps it’s just that there isn’t a reason in your life at the moment that makes you want to go on, or perhaps a general malaise you can’t identify. Previously you asked ‘what is the point’ well even someone who’s happy and content will ask that question at various points in their life, but because of other things/interests in their life it’ll pass, with us it becomes the overriding question. Well the uncomfortable truth is it can be difficult to find a point to life, perhaps that’s why some people turn to religion, others to drink, for us it’s a suicide forum. A lot of people do have moments where desperation becomes too much, but delay their suicide as it isn’t easy to succeed, and eventually find ways forward. These feelings of living a pointless life in a pointless world can be difficult to overcome, as is depression, but there are ways to help. Perhaps finding new interests in life will help to alleviate the dark feelings, I know it’ll be hard but so is suicide, I also hope posting on SP helps you to come to terms with your feelings and find a way forward.
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Why not explain what happened/what triggered what you’re feeling right now. Yesterday I was in a bad mood, then I realized it was because of some family members I don’t like pissing me off.
Your feelings of suicide don’t come out of nowhere, something in your life is causing you to feel sad. It’s best to try to figure out what it is, then you’ll have a better idea of how to resolve the issue.
Sometimes it’s simply physiological, you didn’t eat properly or get adequate sleep. If all those reasons can be ruled out, you could look into any strange fumes in your home (natural gas) or fabrics, lack of air, allergens. Just throwing out ideas.
I feel like killing myself everyday, and that’s why I’m so confused. I don’t know what’s causing me to feel like this all the time.
I would like to give a few possible answers it could be lack of excitement when you try to commit suicide and you get so close but get pulled back to life it creates a temporary euphoria or it could just simply believe deep down inside you’ll find something better than this in the afterlife I hope you don’t go through with it though because i tried and completely lost all my friends because of it
Email me please lets talk jamesdalton94@hotmail.com
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You say you feel okay but just feel like ending it all, perhaps it’s just that there isn’t a reason in your life at the moment that makes you want to go on, or perhaps a general malaise you can’t identify. Previously you asked ‘what is the point’ well even someone who’s happy and content will ask that question at various points in their life, but because of other things/interests in their life it’ll pass, with us it becomes the overriding question. Well the uncomfortable truth is it can be difficult to find a point to life, perhaps that’s why some people turn to religion, others to drink, for us it’s a suicide forum. A lot of people do have moments where desperation becomes too much, but delay their suicide as it isn’t easy to succeed, and eventually find ways forward. These feelings of living a pointless life in a pointless world can be difficult to overcome, as is depression, but there are ways to help. Perhaps finding new interests in life will help to alleviate the dark feelings, I know it’ll be hard but so is suicide, I also hope posting on SP helps you to come to terms with your feelings and find a way forward.