I amliterally intears right now……I am sobbing for lack of sleep….it just gets so frustrating…….this is not amphetamine driven, there are no outside contributing chemicals, there is nothing within my power that I can do, or not do, to remedy this frustrating affliction at all(well maybe there is but i’m to tired to ponder on it)….maybe i’m taking too many sleeping pills?? is that a thing? does anybody know? can you take so many ambien, so many xanaxes, so many benedryl..alieve pm…..melatonin…clonopin….shit I drank a beer last nite in a futile effort….can it reverse itself and keep you awake? like if you take enough to kill a Shetland fucking pony?…..and further more susan, I wouldn’t be the least bit surprised to learn that all 4 of them habitually smoked marijuana cigarettes……..reefer……………….I cant sleep