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Sorry Friends

by OneSadLife 5/26/2016

written by OneSadLife

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My wish is this one day I have it all ended. Where Do I began? Im 16, Just faking everything. I attempted Sucicde countless times from anything from Suffocation, Overdose, Cutting, Strangling and have tried hanging. All of them have failed and caused pain for me. I have a girlfriend I hate my life and my family. I wish I could run away and not be affected by anything. I got into trouble at school for Depression thoughts, Self-Harm. I was sent to the hospital twice for a week. Put me on meds and never really helped. The Hospitial is out and I will run […]

5/26/2016 1 comment

Quick question

by darkwillow 5/25/2016

written by darkwillow

back when people were talking about trolls.. Not that i want to bring that up.. someone said they could look at deleted posts through archives.. Can someone show me how? I want to find someone

5/25/2016 4 comments

… to drown

by Cold_Sleep 5/25/2016

written by Cold_Sleep

release the pressure of the soul

find a path for the hearth

just to drown in another…

5/25/2016 0 comment

The Inevitable Truths

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/23/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

Find love.
Find faith.
Find truth.
Find acceptance.

As for me, I’ve found mine.
In the warmth of my reaper.
Her hand is gently grasping mine at the gates.
I’ve waited and wanted a true unconditionally accepting love.

Not once have I thought it would be her loving heart that would welcome me home.

She greets me warm. Her smile is intoxicating.
Her grip is strong, enough to break my will and see her true beauty.

Now I will just say good bye.

5/23/2016 4 comments

One Good Thing.

by Wintergirl 5/20/2016

written by Wintergirl

I’m writing this post to challenge you guys. There’s a lot of sad and hopeless posts as of recent and I am writing tonight in attempts to help. I feel like I can actually see past the dreary cloudy day today and you might just be reading this thinking, well good for you but I don’t. That’s why I want to challenge you to think of one good moment today or recently. Think about how you felt in that moment and if you want share it in the comments. For me, I’m happy because I made really good healthy food choices today while grocery shopping, […]

5/20/2016 21 comments

Slip me into something warm. My eyes still scream childhood.

by Rotted_Flesh 5/20/2016

written by Rotted_Flesh

Take me somewhere familiar.
So I can find myself again.
It hurts more than you know.
And I’ll ask you, “Why?”.
Why would you lie to me.
What was the point?
Was your intention to waste my time?
Thought I was digging deep.
Thought I was breaking the bank.
But girls like you are just a dime a dozen.
Just a dime a dozen.
Movie quotes and lyrics still connecting us like constellations.
I wonder if I could ever seperate myself from this.
And it’ll be awhile, ’til I can breathe again.
Slip me into something warm.
My eyes still scream childhood.

5/20/2016 0 comment

Today is my last

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/19/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

Today will be my last day here in this world. I wish you all well. May peace find you.

5/19/2016 5 comments

I wish I could care.

by TheValiant 5/19/2016

written by TheValiant

I find myself telling myself I should. Tearing myself down over and over trying to find a way to. And I wish I could sob. I wish I could vomit blood until I pass out. I wish and I don’t do anything other than tell myself that the wishing itself is supposed to be important. I try to find what I once had to live for and find myself settling for attempting to recall a time I didn’t think I was going to kill myself and I can’t even do that without saying that the desire to be dead is what I irrevocably have. What […]

5/19/2016 1 comment

I have no idea how i am still alive

by The Advisor 5/19/2016

written by The Advisor

I just want my life back. I lost it years ago and I miss it. I just want Amber to forgive me but she never will. My family is pretty much gone because most are just too selfish to even talk to anyone. They do nothing but fight and ***** about how shitty their lives are, but they don’t know how bad it can really be. I mean, they could be like me. Some are, but they are fighting it. They have the very willpower and persistence that I just can’t find anymore. I don’t deserve forgiveness or happiness and I can recognize it.

5/19/2016 1 comment

Am I Alone…?

by The Advisor 5/17/2016

written by The Advisor

I have no idea. If I live and dig deep, I don’t know what I will find, but I know it can’t get worse. I don’t even know if I’m gonna live until 8am tomorrow. I wish I did.

5/17/2016 5 comments

(Getting) crazy

by NoMoreHopeLeft 5/12/2016

written by NoMoreHopeLeft

I’m reaching out for help. But I can’t find any. Cutting gets worse than ever before. And this feeling of hopelessness and grief as well, my anger is out of control but my parents in contrast desperately to control every single thing in my life. I’m getting crazy here. I need to change my damn surrounding, buy there is no way I could…

5/12/2016 2 comments

in the final hours

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/11/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

Before I leave you all, I have one request.

Let those that I love know I love them. Let those who know me have a blessed life. Let those who I trust know where to speak.

As for the woman I miss and hope to fix one day down another life;

I hope you know that without you my demons overpower me. This is not your fault. Not your battle. As for you, I wish you find yourself. I found me in you.
I also lost myself in your glorious love. In your pleasant surprise of joy and truth. I will stay forever lost in the time that […]

5/11/2016 6 comments

Tried

by seekingforhelp 5/7/2016

written by seekingforhelp

I can’t make it anymore. I always come back to the same point. When I’m alone, I see that my life is pointless and worthless. and I want to die again. Why? I try to live. I try to find the reason to live. I try so hard. But those thoughts…They don’t leave me…Why do I always come back to the same point?

5/7/2016 3 comments

Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam

by Cordless 5/4/2016

written by Cordless

It means:
“I will either FIND a way out, or MAKE one.”
.
inveniam
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I like the dual meaning it has here, since the “way out” can either be suicide, or a path away from suicide.

5/4/2016 12 comments

strggling

by Namelessqueer 5/3/2016

written by Namelessqueer

I just started a new job and I feel like i’m struggling to get on my feet. I’m struggling to find a new therapist and psychiatrist that accepts my new insurance. I’m struggling to just breathe. I just broke up with someone and while it doesn’t feel like the end of the world it still feels awful. I’m feeling all sorts of ways. I feel sad that I feel useless. I feel upset and frustrated that I can’t end violence against trans people or against people of color. I know it’s not all my fault but I’ll stay sad till we’re all safe.

5/3/2016 1 comment

Anger

by seekingforhelp 5/2/2016

written by seekingforhelp

Everybody in this house just doesn’t want to exist. I heard my grandma saying this and how am I supposed to help her when I don’t even know how to find the reason to live? I’d like to help her but sometimes her mind is just not in as good condition as it used to be. My mother blames my grandma for the fact that my mom’s condtion is worse. That’s because about one or two years ago, when my sister and I were at school, grandma could help mom walk. In this way, she was still exercising. But when grandma went to the hospital, […]

5/2/2016 2 comments

sharing some music that helps me.

by Cold_Sleep 4/29/2016

written by Cold_Sleep

Some music that helps me cope with depression and ease the pain,

I hope you might discover a song or two that you will like or even maybe it will help you in someway,

or at least it will give you an appetite for searching new music or songs.

I have try to shorten the list, and divide songs in some fashion for a little easier overview.

If you find a song that you like, please let me know, also post a song that you like and I will check it out!

PART I.

— music & lyrics + “the feelings so deep and true” —

Dark Tranquillity […]

4/29/2016 2 comments

I miss you

by CaptainMarvelous 4/28/2016

written by CaptainMarvelous

It was almost magical, the way we met. We had talked online occasionally for a few months before, on and off. The day before she went back to school from spring break, she told me where her home was. Only a 30 minute drive from where I lived. We immediately decided to meet. When we met we exchanged stuffed animals. She thought I was going to take her to Taco Bell. I ended up sharing a plate of pasta with her in a restaurant, then brought her home where we watched a movie. Her head was in my lap, and looking deep in each others’ […]

4/28/2016 8 comments

Drained…all ways…emotinally…mentally..!

by Giaahhh 4/24/2016

written by Giaahhh

Poor l’le grl…..she was juz done with it…. Tired of everything…. She was stuck…..she was craving to find few traces of life in her…..a reason to live….sadly…. Cudn’t…

She felt…. She was a mere disappointment…. She feared things…. And this time she ws giving up….coz…no ray of hope made a way to her room….

Lost soul….. Juz a reflection of a human….!

4/24/2016 0 comment

lyrics to sum up my day

by Soco 4/24/2016

written by Soco

Little angel go away and come again some other day,
The devil has my ear today I’ll never hear a word u say,
He promised I would find a little solace and some peace of mind whatever … just as long as I dont feel so,
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless.

4/24/2016 8 comments

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