Sometimes, death sounds more appealing than anything. I hate this feeling but its thee only thing I feel now. I just wish it would end but it never does.
Yeah I feel you. That cloud cloaks you and doesn’t even let in a ray of hope. All I can tell you is, I care about you. I am total stranger but I do. Sometimes you need to narrow down your goals to just living to see the next day. I hope you live to see greater and more brighter days my friend.
I know exactly what you mean. I spend my days jealous of happy people and my nights hoping that this will be my last night on Earth. I constantly hope that I am going to get a terminal illness so I can die early and not live another painful day. I want to tell you things will get better but I myself am waiting for that day. I hope you find it before me.
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Yeah I feel you. That cloud cloaks you and doesn’t even let in a ray of hope. All I can tell you is, I care about you. I am total stranger but I do. Sometimes you need to narrow down your goals to just living to see the next day. I hope you live to see greater and more brighter days my friend.
i can feel you.. i only feel happy because i know my life will end someday.. maybe not today but i’m sure this day is so close..
I know exactly what you mean. I spend my days jealous of happy people and my nights hoping that this will be my last night on Earth. I constantly hope that I am going to get a terminal illness so I can die early and not live another painful day. I want to tell you things will get better but I myself am waiting for that day. I hope you find it before me.
Welcome to the truth. We cannot help but love death; being the only ultimate truth of this life.