Lets get one thing out of the way, im only 15 and am not an attention seeker. I just really need someone people to talk to because, everyone around here doesnt really seem to care and thinks that everything im going through or been through is a “phase”. Im a sophmore in highschool only have 5.5 credits, I go to a shrink every week and has whole mental “breakdown” as my mother would say. I have OCD, ADHD, Anxitey, and depression. I tried commiting suicide when i was 11 about to turn 12. I was bullied my whole life and no one seemed to notice so it was hard…. Im willing to give it another try and hopefully it will go through this time….
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Try as in live or try as in die?
Honestly, no one on here would think you’re an attention seeker. That’s an unfun list of diagnoses and bullies.
I donc’t really have much to say, except that you are not alone. I hope you feel comfortable with your therapist, it can be a huge help. And if it’s right for you, medication can also be a big help. It took me a while to find the ones that worked for me. I’m off medication now, and find meditation helps most days. But, of I’ve a big projekt or lots to do, I can take something for my ADD or anxiety. Medication isn’t right for everyone, and not everyone wants to take it, but if it works, it works. As for bullies, well that just sucks. Not that it helps much, but that’s a problem with them that you are unfortunately forced to deal with. Don’t let it make you feel there is something wrong with you. Some people just suck, but it doesn’t seem that you are one of them. Anyway, wish you some peace and strength.
Which are you willing to give another try, life or death?
It drove me mad when I was younger when people thought it was just a phase, especially when (like you) I’d had depression and anxiety for several years. I’m sorry nobody seems to be taking you seriously.
No one here would think you’re an attention seeker. I hope you can talk some more.