What is happening with you? Why are you so sad? or what is making you cry? I am here is you need someone to talk.
When I have had my attack of crying, I have stop reading, watching or listening to the things that make me sad. I have use my imagination to fill the gaps and distract my mind with a different reality, a reality far for the many troubles that I have in my life.
Princess I feel as bad as you. But here we are. You are not alone. Sometimes life become overwhelming, totally unfair for some. I know very well the feeling. We have to do all possible to recover our strength. I wish I could help you better, do things easy for you. As I wish for all of us here reaching for help and support.
Princess, I do not know if you are seeing a doctor for your sleep disorder, now, things that helped me in the past:
A warm bath, warm milk, no caffeine in the afternoon, soft music, no electronic at night, read a book before going to bed, lowering the room temperature. Look on the web for good sleep hygiene. I also had to take medication when I was in my crisis of depression.
I have been like you many time already, putting a day and time for stopping my suffering. From time to time I get a pick of “I want to die” I have considered many options. But part of me keep looking for help. I go to my doctors in my period of crisis and I receive therapy, the pain is there, my I survive some days more. Or I come here and I write.
Could you tell me what is so wrong in your life? Maybe you do not want to talk about, but sometime help to let the pain go in paper.
it’s silly really. It started a few weeks ago i started to get frustrated over my disability. then me and my bf have had a lot of problems, he then decided to not be in the relationship. Things just seem to be going wrong. I have as voluntary job in an office, i’m treated awfully. I can’t leave otherwise my mobility will drop. I can’t seem to win in life.
Princess, do not feel bad, keep looking for help. See, I am a person with many limitations or disabilities, with a life that is full of sadness, problems and frustrations. But I keep fighting and trying to find that little something that can give me better days ahead.
If you bf did not want to continue with you, do not worry. Say thanks and let him go. (I know is not easy to let go the person we love), it is better to be alone than with a person that do not love us. In the future you could find another person, maybe a better person, other able to love you as you deserve it.
Do you have a volunteer job? That is a good thing. Now do not let anyone treat you badly. do you have a supervisor there? Must be a person there able to help you. If not, go out and make report. No one in this world can treat you awfully.
Well go and look for a lawyer, must be one out there able to help you and deal with that. The difficult thing for you will be to proof that you have been mistreated. No idea what is the procedure. Does that company have a human resources department? Go there first an ask for help.
That is fantastic Princes. You have no idea how just hearing a little light for you makes my night. I truthfully sounds like it isn’t just the bf, it isn’t just the disability, but the loss of control in your life, including awful bosses, that might be driving this.
I am in a situation that seems hopeless, however I can not, even for a minute, try to understand how much harder it would be dealing with it with your disability.
I am really pulling for you princess, that the support you are getting from the community here together with a very slow movement forward, may allow you to give yourself a few more weeks, post-pone d-day so to speak.
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I’m awake, I’ve been reading thousands of post here for hours.
lol
I so get that.
Are you ok?
no, I can’t take any more. I haven’t slept properly in a week
What is happening with you? Why are you so sad? or what is making you cry? I am here is you need someone to talk.
When I have had my attack of crying, I have stop reading, watching or listening to the things that make me sad. I have use my imagination to fill the gaps and distract my mind with a different reality, a reality far for the many troubles that I have in my life.
so much going on, im trying to pray and find peace/happiness through God, I feel sk lonelyy
Princess I feel as bad as you. But here we are. You are not alone. Sometimes life become overwhelming, totally unfair for some. I know very well the feeling. We have to do all possible to recover our strength. I wish I could help you better, do things easy for you. As I wish for all of us here reaching for help and support.
Just know, that I am here for you..
Everything is becoming too overwhelming. I plan to end my suffering in the next few days, i hope these are my last days in this world
If you have not sleep in week, maybe is time for you to go an see a doctor. Have you try to relax listening music?
its 2.30am here, i can’t relax, i have lovely calm music on, i am up at 8.30 for work. Why can’t God just let me sleep and not wake
Princess, I do not know if you are seeing a doctor for your sleep disorder, now, things that helped me in the past:
A warm bath, warm milk, no caffeine in the afternoon, soft music, no electronic at night, read a book before going to bed, lowering the room temperature. Look on the web for good sleep hygiene. I also had to take medication when I was in my crisis of depression.
my carer is booking an appointment in the morning. I tried to get help through my social worker but she didn’t do anythinng
I have been like you many time already, putting a day and time for stopping my suffering. From time to time I get a pick of “I want to die” I have considered many options. But part of me keep looking for help. I go to my doctors in my period of crisis and I receive therapy, the pain is there, my I survive some days more. Or I come here and I write.
Could you tell me what is so wrong in your life? Maybe you do not want to talk about, but sometime help to let the pain go in paper.
Can you change and look for another social worker? if the one you have is not helping you, change.
I changed many times of doctor until I found one able to help me a little.
she is the only one at the moment. She is one of the managers
it’s silly really. It started a few weeks ago i started to get frustrated over my disability. then me and my bf have had a lot of problems, he then decided to not be in the relationship. Things just seem to be going wrong. I have as voluntary job in an office, i’m treated awfully. I can’t leave otherwise my mobility will drop. I can’t seem to win in life.
I neeed to end it.
Princess, do not feel bad, keep looking for help. See, I am a person with many limitations or disabilities, with a life that is full of sadness, problems and frustrations. But I keep fighting and trying to find that little something that can give me better days ahead.
If you bf did not want to continue with you, do not worry. Say thanks and let him go. (I know is not easy to let go the person we love), it is better to be alone than with a person that do not love us. In the future you could find another person, maybe a better person, other able to love you as you deserve it.
Do you have a volunteer job? That is a good thing. Now do not let anyone treat you badly. do you have a supervisor there? Must be a person there able to help you. If not, go out and make report. No one in this world can treat you awfully.
its the chief executive and head of admin that treat me bad. I feel like I keep battling on and keep getting knocked back again
Well go and look for a lawyer, must be one out there able to help you and deal with that. The difficult thing for you will be to proof that you have been mistreated. No idea what is the procedure. Does that company have a human resources department? Go there first an ask for help.
hmmm, i like that idea
Can you change job? You mentioned that is a volunteer job, maybe they do not want you there.
i am waiting to start a placement, I can’t leave until then as my mobility will drop
That is fantastic Princes. You have no idea how just hearing a little light for you makes my night. I truthfully sounds like it isn’t just the bf, it isn’t just the disability, but the loss of control in your life, including awful bosses, that might be driving this.
I am in a situation that seems hopeless, however I can not, even for a minute, try to understand how much harder it would be dealing with it with your disability.
I am really pulling for you princess, that the support you are getting from the community here together with a very slow movement forward, may allow you to give yourself a few more weeks, post-pone d-day so to speak.
Well, princess, that is a good new. Then keep there trying. Do you know how many people out there, including me want to have a job.
I believe with that job you will immediately start feeling better.
Your work situation sounds simply toxic and I can hear how it is weighing on your ability to fight on.