well, its been 4 days since i posted. Friday evening made another attempt and ended up in hospital, now on suicide watch. i feel so fkn trapped now, everyone is watching my every fkn move. arghhhhhhhhh so fed up
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so sorry….man…must suck.
i just know once i ll make my attempt…that ll be it…dead…so i need to get into the right mindset for it…
Hi Princess, I know you wanted to find peace, I’m sorry you didn’t, we’re still here.
its awful now, i just want out
I’m sorry.
I was worried that you hadn’t posted. I am glad you posted and that you are still alive. I get that you don’t want to be alive but, sorry.. I am happy that you are still here (even if you aren’t).
Sorry to hear that you’re on suicide watch, but I’m glad you’re around even though I do want you to find peace. Have they let you out of the hospital yet? Just curious because I know when I was there, they took everything, including my phone away from me.
because of my physical disability, they couldnt keep me in, i got let home, but have people from the hospital visit me everyday. My carers also keep an eye on me CONSTANTLY. Why cant they just let me go, peacefully. |ARGHHHHH! so fkn annoyed at myself
I wondered about the phone/hospital as well. Hope you find peace soon
@princess. I know you are going to try again. I also know that there is absolutely nothing I can say or do to dissuade you. I wanted to let you know I’m thinking of you and that you have a gentle transition to an ocean of peace.
yes Sunflower, I am going to try again, this i will succeed in