Have You Ever Had One Of Those Days?

Have you ever had one of those days where you just keep messing up and nothing anyone says, good or bad, can overcome everything you’re telling yourself?

Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to curl up into a ball and cry, or maybe fall asleep and never wake up again?

Have you ever had one of those days where you feel so useless and that no one actually wants you there?

Have you ever had one of those days where you want to be yourself, but you know that people will question what you are doing?

Have you ever had one of those days where everything you do is just another reason for someone to hate you, or talk about you?

Have you ever had one of those days where you know people don’t want you around?

Have you ever had one of those days where you want to change it up but once everyone sees you, and says what they think or question why, you doubt yourself and you go back to being your robotic, masked covered person?

Have you ever had one of those days where if you want to be quiet that day, you’re meant to be loud, and if you want to be loud you’re expected to be quiet?

Have you ever had one of those days where you don’t even have the energy to get out of your bed?

Have you ever had ones of those days where you wanted to take your “mask” off and let everyone see what your going through?

Have you ever had one of those days where you wanted to tell someone what is wrong?

Have you ever had one of those days where you wanted to stop giving subtle hints to what’s wrong and just speak your mind?

Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to be happy for once?

Have you ever had one of my days? those are my days, everyday. Over and Over again.

Well have you?