Why is it that when you fix one problem another one appears…why is it people just can’t understand that it’s all pointless..who makes up shit like this…I hate waking up feeling like…I hate being imperfect…I hate that god chose me to live this pathetic life…I FUCKING hate it…and no matter how many time I try fix it I still wind up back in this same box….I really want to know when does it end…when do happiness come for me…when can I smile because it’s genuine…I just don’t know what to do anymore…I just don’t know how to pretend anymore…I just don’t know what they want from me anymore…I have nothing..I am nothing…why deny it…
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I know what you mean. Being positive is not worth it anymore, because whenever you try, there’s something there to always bring you down. It hurts even more if you were really looking forward to a little light and you only find darkness.
I haven’t been genuinely happy in a long time. I hide my pain behind a smile. It’s really starting to show that it’s actually not real.
Life is a *****. It’s pathetic. There is never any light at the end of the tunnel. Everything is just dark.
Sorry, I can’t tell you anything positive. I’m in pain as well.
Hope you find peace somehow, and find someone who actually cares.