I just realized that this is the only real thing about me. I still hate myself and feel terrible n its never going to get better. No matter what I do. The more or less I think about it. It just is.
I think I’m stupid though because anything, shit, everything I once thought was.. Was actual feelings and love for someone and thats what I want to believe. Being cared for before.. But me.. As a stupid person misinterprets things. And don’t understand alot. Ruined my own future. Because of who I am
THE BRAIN BANDIT GOT ME TOO! When i look in the mirror i put my hands on my face and say in a slow low voice. NOOO BRAAIN! IVEEE GOOT NOOO BRRRAAIINNN! 🙂
Ha you got brain, try reversing every damn feeling or ounce of thought or knowledge of everything you learned while growing up. J hate myself and everyone i knew, for either lieing to me or teaching me the wrong shit
OH YEAH! That happened to me too! the older you get you figure that shit out, they lied because they didn’t know better in most cases and still don’t , we are human beings nothing special, no genius’s here, some smarter at math and answers about big foot the monster, hey but think of this, for a planet full of idiots we went from the wright brothers to space flight in less than a century 🙂 but we can’t fix our broken brains. 🙂
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I’m sorry tiredthoughts. I hate that feeling.
What happened?
I just realized that this is the only real thing about me. I still hate myself and feel terrible n its never going to get better. No matter what I do. The more or less I think about it. It just is.
I can understand the frustration of being stuck in a situation that may never improve!
I feel that way myself, most days.
I don’t think it makes either of us stupid, though.
Frustrated and feeling “stuck”, feeling dark, miserable and alone, yes!
But I doubt we’re stupid for feeling that way. Just human beings. 🙂
Thank you for your kindness cordless
I think I’m stupid though because anything, shit, everything I once thought was.. Was actual feelings and love for someone and thats what I want to believe. Being cared for before.. But me.. As a stupid person misinterprets things. And don’t understand alot. Ruined my own future. Because of who I am
But you are kind and really smart cordless. So thank you. But i can’t stop feeling bad for myself.
Oh and I didn’t forget you whiskered. Ty. I just can’t deal.
tiredthoughts,
THE BRAIN BANDIT GOT ME TOO! When i look in the mirror i put my hands on my face and say in a slow low voice. NOOO BRAAIN! IVEEE GOOT NOOO BRRRAAIINNN! 🙂
Ha you got brain, try reversing every damn feeling or ounce of thought or knowledge of everything you learned while growing up. J hate myself and everyone i knew, for either lieing to me or teaching me the wrong shit
tiredthoughts,
OH YEAH! That happened to me too! the older you get you figure that shit out, they lied because they didn’t know better in most cases and still don’t , we are human beings nothing special, no genius’s here, some smarter at math and answers about big foot the monster, hey but think of this, for a planet full of idiots we went from the wright brothers to space flight in less than a century 🙂 but we can’t fix our broken brains. 🙂
Thanks for the wisdom rocket! I am fascinated with airplanes as i am trains and rockets!