Yeah, it’s a hopeless feeling of impending doom and utter despair. I know the feeling well. Well, it’s not the world I hate, it’s out fucked up human society. Religion, government, capitalism, greed. Our species is obsessed with cruelty, violence, and murder. Our first and only answer is TO KILL. We are an enemy to every other form of life on earth; we are a cancer to this world.
I find it ironic that a guy like me, who detests violence and killing, is plagued with thoughts of suicide. But then again, I guess it’s not that much of an irony. I can’t stop our species from all their killing… so I simply want to divorce myself from human society. How can I do that in this digital age? I am not allowed to do that. Big Brother is everywhere… we need money to live, a job, pay bills, pay taxes, etc., etc. Fuck, I want out of this madhouse! I want out of the Matrix.
I’m not saying the world was perfect before people showed up here, but I tend to think we really screwed things up since we slithered out of that primordial cesspool a few million years ago.
By the way, Lawli, the name’s Jack. It’s nice to make your acquaintance. I hope you start feeling better.
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Yeah, it’s a hopeless feeling of impending doom and utter despair. I know the feeling well. Well, it’s not the world I hate, it’s out fucked up human society. Religion, government, capitalism, greed. Our species is obsessed with cruelty, violence, and murder. Our first and only answer is TO KILL. We are an enemy to every other form of life on earth; we are a cancer to this world.
I find it ironic that a guy like me, who detests violence and killing, is plagued with thoughts of suicide. But then again, I guess it’s not that much of an irony. I can’t stop our species from all their killing… so I simply want to divorce myself from human society. How can I do that in this digital age? I am not allowed to do that. Big Brother is everywhere… we need money to live, a job, pay bills, pay taxes, etc., etc. Fuck, I want out of this madhouse! I want out of the Matrix.
I’m not saying the world was perfect before people showed up here, but I tend to think we really screwed things up since we slithered out of that primordial cesspool a few million years ago.
By the way, Lawli, the name’s Jack. It’s nice to make your acquaintance. I hope you start feeling better.