To my SP family. I’m rather pissed off at the moment. I’m sick and fucking tired of seeing just how many people are self harming/suicidal because other people set stupid fucking expectations. They are the fucked up ones. You’re not a burden. You’re not inadequate. You’re not fucking worthless.
It’s no surprise every week some dude snaps and takes out 10 people before himself.
Someone put out a bulletin, you can only kick someone so many times before you get kicked back.
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Thanks, I think! 🙂
I think most of my suicidal times fall into one (or more) of these categories:
1) Realizing my health issues are expected to get worse instead of better, and wondering how bad the future really is going to get
2) Seeing other (healthy) people having the kind of love I will never have (because I can’t handle it in my life right now, and because of other things too).
3) Other people expecting me to be able to do more than I can physically and emotionally do. Even my mom, who I usually get along with really well, sometimes doesn’t seem to understand how severe my limitations are.
So I guess it’s that third category that fits in with your post here.
If it makes you feel better, I have no intention of killing 10 people before myself.
Though bah would like you to believe I’m a serial killer. LOL. 🙂
thanks for posting this