a fairly good day

Today I had a pre good day, went places with people…. Spent all my money though sadly 🙁 but oh well…. we went to lunch, then went over to his house and played magic, then met up with some other people (broke a few little laws (i didn’t)) went to 7/11 bought myself a slurpee 😀 and went to burger king and was given cheap food (it was horrible, but free food is always good) then we went to another person’s house and played some cards against humanity (personally a game I do not like just due to boring gameplay (yes I also dislike apples to apples) but it was still fun, just due to being around other people) so a fairly good night ^_^ Followed by a fairly bad morning, mostly because the person I went to lunch with told me that I’m negative and toxic and nobody likes being around me…. -_- Meh oh well, he seemed to enjoy the time. and I had fun ^_^ I’m fairly happy right now, which does worry me, because normally when I feel this happy bad things do sort of happen…. I think it may be because of losing the sensation that was making me happy suddenly…. No idea…. is weird. -_- Still I kind of don’t like this person, but also I do. Like he makes me feel fairly bad about myself, but he also spends a lot of time with me ^_^ Oh yeah he also hit me today, fairly hard…. That wasn’t much fun like it didn’t hurt, but it made me sort of upset that he would do such a thing…. Like it wasn’t playful either, it was out of annoyance. :/ So maybe I should find better people? But do I deserve them? and I do like these ones though…. Would I like others more? O.o I’m confused but happy ^_^