I promised myself that I would already be gone.
A promise from another person can be forgiven.
A promise to another person can be forgotten.
A promise to yourself can’t be broken.
Good bye cruel world
I’m leaving you today
Good bye
Good bye
Good bye
Good bye
All you people
There is nothing you can say
To make me change
My
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whatever you decide to do, do it for the love of yourself! don’t let the last moments be of hate.
I don’t know what else to say, /hug
retrospectivesuicidalepiphany, I don’t know what to say? but cold sleep is right, Never go out bitter.
I’m not bitter. I’m saddened. That I let myself down.
How?
retrospectivesuicidalepiphany, you only let yourself down if you go.
I told her and myself that I would never stop being there. I haven’t left. She did. The only way I can make her happy is for me to leave. Only way I can give in is to give up. I have no other options.
I’m so confused. Don’t take that as a failure on your part, though, but on mine, for not being familiar with most of your other posts.
I assume, though, that you’re talking about a girlfriend or a significant other. Please forgive me for jumping to all of these conclusions, but I really, really don’t think that your death will make her happy. Especially if she has already left you. I think she’s probably completely satisfied with simply not being in a relationship with you anymore. What harm could you possibly be doing to her just by existing?
retrospectivesuicidalepiphany, Sorry but you kept your promise and she left, there is no being anywhere when you are dead. your choice but your not going to do anything but die, on the other hand you will die sooner or later, so with your way of thinking you will be there sooner or later, time doesn’t matter.
The last time her and I spoke, I asked what would make her happy. She said if I were dead.
retrospectivesuicidalepiphany, OK i get it, ha! you have any idea how many times i’d of killed myself for that!!! move on!
I can’t. I promised her I would never.
Hi there. Don’t feel like you have to ended. I know your sad but talking about it would make it better. I think you should stay and help us, help us be there for eachother when we have no one. I hope you don’t kill yourself but if you do just know that you can make a difference in someone else’s life for the better.
I’ve done my best. I haven’t seen my daughter in 3 months. Haven’t spoke to her in 2 weeks. I just don’t want to be here anymore
you need to make a promise for your daughter, that when she will need you, you will be there for her, waiting.
She actually said she’d be happy if you died? Oh, well, shit. I hate to insult her, because you still seem to love her, but she sounds like a *****. Why in the world would she want that?
I understand you are devastated. But just alone being a mom makes you a strong individual. And I’m sure you’ll do anything for your daughter. So grasp that hope and stay for her. I know she loves you too and she is thinking about you rite now. A moms love is stronger than anything in this world but I also believe every little girl needs there mom and loves them as much as they are loved by there moms. Just hang in there and I’m positive you will have a better relationship with your beautiful daughter. She knows she belongs with you in her heart. Don’t let her lose that.
Um…I’m pretty sure that OP is a father, not a mother.
But anyway, the same is applicable. Good point, secret me.
Yes. I am a father. Yes I am not going to lie. I do still love her to this day. I am not joking around when she said she would be happy with me being dead. She said to leave her and our daughter alone and to die. I feel like I must.
retrospectivesuicidalepiphany,
I mean this in a good way,
You need to seek professional help you sound confused.
Oh sorry. But still though don’t give up. Your part of her like she is of you. She needs you more than you’ll ever know.
The last time I was able to see her I couldn’t stop holding her. I didn’t want to leave her. I wanted to stay
I think she would want you to stay, too. That is, among the living. No matter what your ex thinks, your daughter will doubtless miss you if you were to die.
You should stay. Just stay for her. She needs you. Be a strong dad for her. Be her rock.