Once in a while my cousin would visit. She was one of the only people outside my immediate family thay still talked to me. Turned out, everytime she came to visit, she was just stealing my makeup. At first I thought maybe I was misplacing things, but then I realized everytime she went home I’d notice something else missing. When I confronted her about it, she didn’t try to deny it. She just up and left our house.
My ex texted me about 2 months ago. He was complaining about how he’s alone and can’t find anyone he wants to date. As soon as I said that I want him to come back, he stopped replying. I don’t know what the point of him texting me was. Maybe he gets off on making me feel like shit.
I gave him about $1500 over the last 6months. He used to spend a lot of money on me when we were dating. When he broke up with me 10 months ago, he said he didn’t love me. Which means everything he did until then was for sex. He spent money on me for sex. I didn’t want him to think of me as a whore, so I tried to pay him back. He said he didn’t want my money, and I was wrong about his reasons for buying me things. He said he wants to give it back, but it’ll probably be another 4 months before he talks to me.
I was gonna go on a trip, but I’ve changed my mind too many times. The only way I could contact him is if I wait outside his work. Then he’d really think I’m stalking him. I guess under the bridge or in my room is the last choice. I got sick the last time and couldn’t keep anything down. June 5th is the day. Or should I wait until the 25? Thats our anniversary. That would really fuck him up. It’d be memorable. I want to decide but. I’m so tired. I need to make up my fucking mind already. I hate this