If its not instant it will only hurt for a while, even though while life is pouring out from your body you will find yourself afriad of what could have been… you will remember you are throwing it all away…
And for what…
My reason is because life to me mean the ppl in your life, you can have all the money , coolest stuff but what does it mean witout that person there, yes there are alot alot billions of ppl in the sea but my experiences with ppl have not been the best so to me the life I wanted I will never be able to obtain because I can not get pass these fears and issues so I prepare myself tonight
For thos of you still contemplateing think real long and hard and remember if it comes instantly then your release from this place comes instantly too….