Hello. I’m a bit tired. Today was the last day. Nothing big really happened. I angered my parents today. One of them can be very vindictive. I got to school 2 minutes before the bell. They took a long time getting ready on purpose. I had a final to take. I had to run across the lawn when it was water logged. My shoes got wet and I had to go around walking the rest of the morning with wet socks. It isn’t that big of a deal. Although I could do without the backhanded comments. “I don’t need another lazy son.” she tells my little brother as he gets ready to go to the movies. I know they think I’m a waste of space. It’s fine. I wish they were a little up more upfront about it though. They claim that I’m not a disappointment, but the way they look at me says otherwise. I guess I’m beyond caring what they think. Why do I need their approval. I’m kind of tired. Well thanks for listening. Here is another song. I don’t know if anyone likes these. Maybe they hate them. Oh well.
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She says those kinds of things to you because that’s all she heard when she was a little girl.
The adult, logical, nurturing side of your parents love you and aren’t disappointed in you. The insecure, angry, fearful side of your parents spouts passive aggressive shit.
Look up Passive Aggressive on Wikipedia. Call them on it. Learn to not do it yourself.
You are already probably more clear headed than your parents. Reject the destructive influences, both internal and external, and life will be not completely shitty.